20 June 2008 ; CHAIEPFA.
NOTE TO SELF : I MISS MY HANDPHONE.
worse still, i miss messaging babylove.
(and yeah, th usuals ; fizsk, ayul, halim, latt)
danggg. ):
furthermore, all Starhub's student plan has been upgraded to UNLIMITED FREE SMS!
(2100 is never enough for me ;D)
oh sheesh, what can i do to get my handphone back?
oh i so can't wait to get my ass back to school.
stay at home is a big no-no for me. adding to it, NO HANDPHONE!
oh golly, such a bore i tell you!
never mind those hill-climbing to HMS building and winnie's tutorials.
wayyyyyyyyy more better than being stuck at home.
yeah i do go out, but nahhh.. i still love going to school.
better love than it's too late.
cause i've been hearing my cousins complaining ; "mann.. i miss poly life.."
i better use this three years wisely, and be sure i don't regret.
talking about life, i so wanna grow up.
but at the same time, i wanna enjoy live being a teenager. a rebellious one, of course! ;D HAH.
it's like sometimes, i'm so sick of being controlled.
name it my life, but i have to abide by so many rules, so many requests.
i'm one fickle-minded person.
how i wish i have a fairy to grant my wish.
to be married to SHAIEFUL AZAN, my lovely bangla. HAH.
no lah, my babylove duhh!
oh oh before that. of course, tunang & nikah.
grand wedding, oh wowww. HEH. then maintain my career as a pri sch teacher.
have sex, and bear his kids. two, only!
before having his kids, enjoy live as a couple first!
we even plan already ; monday to friday will be me cooking his meals.
duhh, it's the responsibility as a GOOD wife.
saturday will be STRICTLY eating out. just the two of us.
oh yeahhh (:
sunday will be us waking up REAL late, then cook together.
cool ehh? STRICTLY NO MAIDS IN MY HOUSE.
then have kids, groom them to be good people in the future. andd..
live happily ever after.
oh Aifa, enough of your sweeeeeet dreams.
just don't understand why my fate is this, and not that.
oh well, i guess nobody can answer that. -.-
lastly, i wanna make SOMETHING clear to y'all out there.
call me minah tudong or what, i don't give a damn.
yeah ive been receiving such comments, from i know who and i don't know who.
oh sheesh, it's my fcuking problem if i wanna kiss & embrace babylove in public's eyes. and if i wanna wear tights/skinnys.
please don't fcuking care.
oh i think it's because you're jealous that me & babylove are lovey-dovey eh?
or you don't have any nice legs to flaunt?
i don't care. continue calling me a minah tudong, i don't care.
cause i'm so not. or maybe i am?
HAH. that's my problem. babylove is fine with me, with what i do and what i wear.
so who are you to judge me? -.-
no no, this is not to condemn anyone. just PURELY making things clear before the unwanteds happen (: