Amour D'éternité

2008-10-29T16:15:00.004+08:00

my computer screwed up. so, was sent to repair.
sooooo, which means i can't access to the internet from home. plus, i don't have wireless.
): so pardon me if i don't update my blog that often.
so yeaahhh. oh one random thing ; I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!

p/s : i had a bad day.

2008-10-29T11:07:00.003+08:00

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guess what? I LOVE MY BABYSMURF! aka MY BABYLOVE. of course i didn't change boyfriend. only the name changes, but it's still the old crazy idiot azan. ;D hahahahaha.

alright, first thing in the morning. met babylove at his house bustop.
had a slight tiff ; yes my fault again. i MISUNDERSTOOD the msg.
so yeahhh stupid me.
at first he didnt wanna talk to me y'know.. all the way in the bus, until we reached clementi he just kept quiet, &listened to his MP3.
then we're on 52 to my school, i managed to make him laugh again! YAYYYYY;D that was quite an accomplishment for me okay?
cause usually babylove take a long time to cool down. haha ;D but of course, me being his bestest girlfriend he ever had ; i knew his weaknesses. so yeappp!
then of he headed to Ngee Ann's library to do his school project, while i headed for Child Development's tutorial.

Child Development's tutorial wasn't that bad HAHA. did discussions within the class based on Monday's tutorial. my group took up most of the tutorial time sey! haha. okay skip ksip skip ; unimportant parts.

tapau-ed chicken rice from canteen one for our lunch break.
please lahh, the canteen damn crowded. and one hour is soooo not enough! so yeah. headed to OurSpace@72 but there weren't space.
so we headed to HMS Block. sat directly outside our tutorial room and ate our packed lunch -.- damn pathetic i knowwww. haha.

Language Arts's tutorial was the highlight for the day in school. we barely touched on theory! more of group discussions and played games such as Show &Tell, Round Robin or Robin Go Round (idk which one haha!), Police Officer (i think?) and Who Ate The Cookie From The Cookie Jar. funny shitszxzs laaah. especially the Police Officer game. fad damn classic ahh. purposely tricked her! hahahahahaaa.

then after that, headed The Atrium to get my Creative Arts book.
met my babylove yang tersayaaaaaaaaaaaang. grabbed farhana &shaq along to have lunch at Adam Road. they two again, damn classic. try to immitate me and babylove. hahaha ;D
me and babylove had nasi lemak, while farhana had mee soto WHICH WAS SUPERRRRRRRR SPICY and shaq had roti john cheese ayam.
slacked, talked about random stuffs and we played Truth or Truth.
okay whateverrrr. what had been said, left there. so yeahhh.
but i'll still go after farhana cause SHE DIDNT ANSWER MY QUESTION.
close to six, we separated.

me and babylove took 157 back to Boon Lay Interchange.
and we changed seats for twice! HAHA ;D first we sat at the second last seat. it was okay. then came Hwa Chong boys who sat directly in front of us, and (no offence) they stinked. so we moved to the back.
then that thingy idk what which we can move so that the air con won't blow directly to us. yeah it's spoilt. freaking cold.
so we changed. and at last, the perfect seat. LOL ;D
of course, what a bus ride without doing crazy stupid things.
hahahaha, i truly enjoy bus rides with my babylove!
haha. b, i know you know, public don't know eh? nevermind. that shall just leave it to us only! skipskipskip.

(at this point of time i lazy to colour the fonts already. too many words already ahh)

had dinner at Jurong Point's KFC and icecreams at McD.
i know wthhhhh. i just cant stop eating whenever i'm with babylove.
hahahha ;D cant control uh i dont know why. sheeeeesh -.-
so yeapp, i truly had fun with babylove. he's the sex man. LOL!
and i tynk yesterday was enough to hold on until monday.
we're DEEPAVALI-ing! hahahahahah ;D his friend is having an open house, and she said, "eh don't forget to bring your girlfriend okay?"
how honoured! (: hahh, aiite.

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danisyah's bday! ccelebrations~ ooowheeee, haha.
;D fruit cake was her choice. i don't fancy fruit cakes, but it's the princess's choice. hahh, so i shall keep mum.
but turned out that the cake is niceeeee! soft, and sweet! mmm not bad.

and immediately after eating the cake, i texted babysmurf.
"babyluvvvv! for my bday i want either cookies &cream cake from Prima Deli or ice cream cake from Swensen's. haha, kidding luh babysmurf. you can even pick up that hint, if you insist;D"
see how shame-less i am?! hahahahahaaaa.
but i know, only babyluvvv is willing to do all sorts of things for me.
so yeappp. but of course, deep down in my heart ; i dont expect surprises from him.. but if he insists, i shall not resist! LOL ;D
but seriously, no laaa. deep down in my heart ; i prayed that i get to BE WITH BABYLUVVVV on my special day. and i get to be with him on my coming birthdays. that's all.
for me, him being the FIRST to wish is already good enough.
i dont seek for presents from him. but once again if he insists, i shall not resist. HAHA!
i only seek for undying love from him. yeappp.

waaaah supposed to be updating about syasya's bday celebrations. i ended up talking about my coming one. LOL!
so yeahhh.
at night was stay at homey with family ;D
watched soccer match together ; Everton vs, Manchester United.
and YAYYYYY ;D MU didn't win the match! no offence EERA.FIERCE & SHAQ. but we strongly do not favour MU. so yeahhh. haha.
sunday's match will be Chelsea vs. Liverpool. FARHANAAAAA &IMRAN &ABG KHAI ; we'll see who win. you three or me ;D

later during the night, abg khai, abg asnol, kak jannah & kak yanti came over.
MOVIEEEEEE MARATHON.
with F&N drinks ; and 50 satay sticks!
hahahaha ;D we watched two movies only.
cause they came quite late.. yeah, and they ended up heading home at one plus in the morning.
damn shioooook siaaa.
this is what i call true cousins ; unlike some OTHER cousins of mine. budak budak kental, nak step minahrep and matrep.
damn bloody hypocrite. fuck siaaa.
WHATEVER SIOL!

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SOCCER FIESTA OVER AT MY CRIIBX!
yeahh yeahh ; haha. though im not a football fan, neither do i watch soccer.
but i can't help it siaaaa. i don't wanna be a loner. haha.
my house rocked like some shit siaaah,
only ONE LIVERPOOL SUPPORTER. siaaaa!
so you can imagine how things got kecoh(chaos) when liverpool scored a goal.
damn funny shitzxsz. everyone shouted their opinions.
referee damn bloody kayu siaaaa. eh lu botak gi tumbuh rambut sane ahhh. biased towards liverpool only.
jatuh siket je nak step macam kene attack rabak. pastu part chelsea kene attack rabak, referee buat bodohhh.
dah takde rambut, buta plak tuu. siaaaal lah! nampak sah side kan liverpool ajerrr. -.- WHATEVERRRRR.

and for a moment, i forgot that babylove didnt text me at all when he got home from work.
except for a missed call ; to just alert me that he's on his way home.
bloooody shitzsxz. i didn't bother asking him to call me siaaa.
hati mane tak saket siol. dammit.
mumsie cooked mee goreng and baked chicken+meat pizza.
YUMMMMM! haha, all here were goodsports. yeahhh, that should be the wayyy.
and though liverpool won, EVERYONE HERE AGREED ON THE SAME THING ; THAT MANCHESTER UNITED WONT WIN THE LEAGUE! muahahahahhaaaaa;D

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woke up reaaaaaaal late. like close to one pm i guess.
HAHAHAH;D lol. happy deepavali to everyone.
and to the rest ; happy waking up late! ;D

bathed and siap. left house at 2.15pm
initial plan was to take 99 from nearby then take 335 to jurong east. then walk to IMM. but nyeaaah. the bus came too late.
so i 192-ed to boon lay interchange and tarin-ed to jurong east mrt station.

siaaaaaalah! i swear the train was CONGESTED with all those banglas.
no offence, but the SMELL was super unbearable siaaah. wtffff.
and the whole cabin was full of them, i barely see any white faces. LOL. and their stares ; siaaa lah cam tak pernah nampak pompan siol. urggggh!
and ohmg here comes the irritating part. i was the only one alighting at jurong east.
and as usual, those from the red line HAS NO PATIENCE and they bareky leave me any space to walk out of the train.
and that bloody nyonya. siaaaalah. it's always the nyonyas who created this nonsense.
wanting to catch that seat. wtffff man -.-
i was sooooo pissed, i elbowed my way through and i SERIOUSLY shouted ; "EH EXCUSE ME AH! I WANT TO GET OUT RIGHT!? STUPID IMPATIENT PEOPLE. FUCK"
i dont care about all the stares i received. damn irritating siaaa.
macam train tu nak lari dari dorang sial.

okay skip those pissedoff moments.
waited for babylove outside Swensen's. haha ; saw ali guan, glenda & mansur. oh one thing ; mansur is hot. lol!
anyway, it's been ages since i last waited outside swensen's for him.
yeahhhh, haha. so there was i, being a filial girlfriend, waiting for my boyfriend patiently. HAHA ;D

188-ed to chua chu kang interchange.
met dzul, noraini &norizan. then 190-ed to shang's place.
waited for keemy and his girlfriend like forever sial!
oh yes. me, norizan &noraini agreed on one thing ; keemy's girl step mane nye kerek.
hahhh. she didnt even came to us and salam us. terus gi kat lift.
keemy yang datang.
&she didnt talk at all. except during photo taking session.
she talked to me a bit, and that's it. she didn't talk to the rest.
ohkayyy whateverrr.

dzul, as usual his crazy antics.
joget lagu bollywood, nyanyi-nyanyi.
sadly, shah wasn't there ): kinda miss him laa.
but nevermind! i'm meeting him this friday! YAYYY ;D
he's coming over to my school. haha.
aiite. ate briyani there. YUMMM! pure indian's style of cooking.
i love the chicken masala. and the dhal. EVERYTHING AAAAH haha!
camwhored, and at six, we left the place.
noraini &norizan went to meet someone, dzul head home, keemy &girlf don't know go where. and us? head jurong point.

a looooooong bus ride, again! haha ; i luvluv busrides. especially when there's not many people.
you won't smell ALL KINDS of smell. not crowded. yeahhh.
and because of the long bus ride, we both got hungry.
so stopped by jurong point's banquet. and ate again. HAHA!
and finally head home.

2008-10-26T18:47:00.003+08:00

yesterday ;
syasya's bday celebrations during the day.
abg khai, abg asnol, kak jannah &kak yanti came over for movie marathon.

tonight ;
they'll be coming over again together with aunty N & cik din, for SOCCER!
phenomenal match of the day ; Chelsea vs. Liverpool!
sad siahh, only abg khai is the Liverpool supporter. the rest are Chelsea fans. except abg asnol ; Arsenal supporter. lol ; he'll be the one cooling us down if we fight. LOL!
can't wait!
farchewbacca & imran ; you should come and support the only Liverpool supporter here.

tomorrow ;
deepavali celebrations over at babysmurf's friend's cribx.
with his ITE mates ; shah and all! ;D

wooooyeaaah. everything lined for my weekend and public holiday.
balanced okay? my days filled with both babylove & family. haha(:
see i told you, i'm a good girlfriend plus daughter ;D
aiite ; so i will update about yesterday, today &tomorrow on tuesday okay?
all in one laah. haha ; aiite. off to layan that merepek imran.
better save him before he go ALL BONKERS.
he misses my babylove too much already ahhh!

2008-10-25T14:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY LIL SISTER, IZYAN DANISYAH!

be a good girl okay? (: listen to your parents, and not forgetting your brother and ME!
though at times i find you such an irritating pest, who does nothing but complain, you're the bestest sister i ever had! HAHA.
you never failed to make me smile & laugh like an idiot. your stupid jokes &antics ; brighten up this house.
i swear our house is superrrrr quiet when you're not around.
thanks for sleeping with me when i feel scared over i don't know what reasons.
thanks for bathing with me when i suddenly feel that there's a ghost in the toilet.
haha! super tak sensored! ;D
yeah, thanks for doing things for me, things that babylove can't do for me ; like bathing with and such. HAHA;D
lastly, thanks so much for being my lil sister!

I LOVE YOU OKAY SYASYA!
and i'm sorry if i made you angry in the morning of your birthday, which was just now. LOL.
haha.
you practically stayed up till 12am the previous night, to celebrate the first few seconds of your birthday!
haha, look out for something this monday okay? me & your bro-in-law has a lil something for the lil birthday girl.
sorry if you have to wait till monday! ;D

(sorry, no pic. cause my com is screwed. so everything's gone. all snapshots are in my lappyhoney. lazy to transfer uh. will edit this post with a picture of syasya soon.)

2008-10-25T11:51:00.004+08:00

♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: haha, nvrmind.. tak klua?
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: nope
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: why you want klua with me? :D
♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: lol! ;D
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: dah maju skrg :D
♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: siape?
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: you
♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: huh meaning?
♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: *(step tk phm)
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: dah pakai contact lenso
♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: HAHAHAA ;D i tot in terms of my looks (: haha and your bangla fren also wear wat.
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: yer2
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: aifa skrg dah lawa banget
♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: not sincere ahhh? (: u got see chep wear or not? same colour as me!
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: sincere la
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: nv see
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: ok la like this i also must maju tk nk tertinggal
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: kakaka

woke up in the morning, first thing ; went online.
sent the project to khairul, and initially i wanted to just send the project to khairul and LOG OFF.
but screw me. i got stuck here.
cleaned up my junk in the mail. relinked people. read sheryl's blog and i got all jealous.
ohmygthey played my fave songs! A Little Piece of Heaven, Almost Easy etc. shit mann.
i should have gone to the concert siaaaaah.
nevermind, nevermind, shall wait for my birthday ; they'll be coming again(:

babysmurf have not wake up. haha.
tuhh anak, lazy bump siaah. as usual (: but i still love him no matter what.
had a GREAT DAY WITH HIM yesterday!
shall update on that soon, saved in notepad in my lappyhoney.
so this means, i'll update next monday. haha(: AIIIITE, i'm gonna send vibrations to babylove's phone so he'll wake up! haha.

(based on imran's tag on the right.)

♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: imran? why u hiding now?
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: i love bushes
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: you forgot?
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: :D
♥ ▪ Chaiepfa says: sialaaaaaaaaah! u made me burst into laughters like some idiot in my room siah!

2008-10-23T17:40:00.006+08:00

okay i knowwwww. this movie is like AGES ago.
but babyluvvv had not watch it until recently okay?
hahaha until i introduced the movie to him (:
thanks to this movie, i fell in love with cute little mini coopers ; RED especially.
oooh yeahh ;D haha.

John Statham. his screen name suits him ; Handsome Rob.

Mark Wahlberg ; as Charlie Croker. the sleek thief.

Seth Green. the computer genius, who played with the tarffic, as The Napster!

that red cooper, im eye-ing(:

2008-10-23T13:28:00.003+08:00

watched The Italian Job last night, immediately when i got home from school(: haha borrowed the DVD from Uncle Joe when i went to his house for raya.
borrowed 12 DVDs in all! yeah, and i had just watched one(:

in fact, i've added three more to my boyfriends list.
John Statham who acted as Handsome Rob, Mark Wahlberg as Charlie Croker and Seth Green who acted as Lyle aka The Napster in the movie.
haha, Wahlberg's charms attracted me. Statham's handsome &bad-boy look just made me go crazy.. while Green's cuteness melted me! hahahahahaaa. i think i'm influenced by farhana already.
into the fantasy world. muahahahahahaaa;D but please ehhh. farhana is wayyyyyy more worse than me.
she even coin her name with the one she idolise ; etc FARCHULETA & FARCHEWBACCA. wthhhh -.- hahhahahaaaa.

do you know what does it feel like to make someone truly happy?
to see that one you love, burst into laughters because opf what you say or what you do?
to see him/her smile, happy and enjoy your company..
haha, i truly appreciate that when i made babylove laughed like one crazy man.. he even splurted water out. cause he thought that what i had just said was very very very funny ;D
no i don't feel silly being laughed at by him.
i felt happy, cause i'm successful in making him feel happy.
in fact, he didn't feel as happy as when he's with me. how touching ehh? (:

M Shadows just MSN-ed with me. he's uber disappointed that i can't come to his concert this friday. in fact, he almost wanted to tell his manager to let me in without any ticket, and letting me be his VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVIP. (that's 17 V's btw)
but i rejected (: this is what i told him, "why don't you perform for just me on my birthday? it'll be more nicer, more personal. you know.. just from you to me. i'll definitely appreciate that alot.."
and he agreeeeeeed! hahahahahah, so on birthday, he'll be coming to Singapore again. to perform for JUST me.
i won't tell the time, venue etc to you all, cause if not ; those FANATIC CRAZY FANS OF HIM will spoil the nice ambience. (:

shaq and fad damn pig. never go for school.

2008-10-22T12:15:00.002+08:00

okay enough of the commercials. i'm moving on.
that idiot bangla had apologised and mended his ways. so yeahhh.
i love him still(: though i can't accept whatever he did to me yesterday.
anyway, he came by surprise ; apologised and yeah consoled me for what had happened to me and my mum.
thanks idiot love!
oh yes i shall not be a hypocrite and delete the recent post.
i don't blog to publish only the GOOD side of my life. haha. my blog, my life, my say.
so yeah, shall leave that behind ; as part of my life(:

i wonder why. but i have been reaching school SOOOOOOOOOO super early.
haha and yeah. i vowed to myself that i shall be the ECH nerd from this semester onwards(:
in fact, i went to the library ; study a bit and brushed up my notes.
did i mention? i went alone. yes ; haha went to Jurong Point Shopping Center alone.
haha i am also learnign how to be independent.
i've been pampered by mybabylove uhhh. always depend on him. so yeahh.. it's time for me to learn how to stand on my two feet.
sometimes i wonder, how can a person go shopping alone etc. HAHA. no, i won't go shopping alone, never.
i shall slowly learn(:

okay i shall continue my update later, if i have the time(:

2008-10-21T15:27:00.002+08:00

cause maybe? i should just throw my lenses away. and the ring?

2008-10-21T14:52:00.004+08:00

i am counting the days till you seek for me..
then this blog shall continue.
but if you don't ; go to hell. i don't give a fuck.
& i shall revamp this blog totally. EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE.
including the bloody damn url. bastard sial.

so readers, i won't be updating until i get something.
i'll update immediately when i'm being seek. at the same time, i'll also update immediately if i'm not being seek.
so look out for WHAT kind of update will that be..

and you don't fucking come to me and ask me what's wrong.
cause you should know better.
i know you have some heart.
unless you're ONE BIG EGO FUCK, then i have got nothing to say.

2008-10-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

okay i know i know.
"Aifaaaaaaaaaaa! why you never update your blog?! damn rotten siaaaaahhh!"
firstly, my internet connection at home suck.
it'll automatically disconnect in every half an hour. like wthhhhh -.-
i knowwww..
haha, next is seriously i dont have time okay?
been going home late whole of last week, and my recent weekend was booked.
so yeahhhh..
had a three hour break just now, but lappyhoney was with latt just now.
so i can't update.
GOOOOOD NEWS! tomorrow i end at 11am! waaaahhh damn shioook!
but babylove ends at four pm.. so yeahhh, it's time for me to learn to be a little bit more independent and not to hope on him too much(:
i'm a very manje girlfriend okay? (:
haha so, tomorrow after tutorial, i shall head Jurong Point to get my stuffs ALONE. then to Frontier's library to study abit.
i'm so gonna be an ECH NERD from this semester on okay(:
so, more update ; TOMORRRRRROOW!

2008-10-15T19:48:00.002+08:00

oh yes forgot one thing.
anyway, we did something during our Language Arts for Young Children.
lavina/belinda (two lecturers lecturing us. haha) gave us this word, and we're supposed to describe that word.
like for example the word is MILK.
so we've to jot down what we FEEL, SMELL, HEAR, SEE, TASTE & THINK when we see that word MILK. then combine everything into a paragraph.
so we're given A WORD, and this is what we came out with.
thanks to that, we are all highhhhhh already (:

The new definition of orgasm. The silky texture tempts the soul and evokes the deepest desires. The sound it makes, is like a sensual song. Like a sweet-smelling perfume, it seduces the nostrils. When it kisses my lips, I am delirious. You arouse me. The warmth you engulf me, makes me whole again. But when I think again, all that I said has to come to an end.

By : AIFA, FAD, FARHANA, SHAQ ;D
(editted to make people guess. haha.) GUESS WHAT IS IT (:

2008-10-15T19:26:00.003+08:00

;D hellooooooo yawww.
pardon me for not updating eh? (: i just couldnt squeeze in time to update uh.
been going home late at 7pm/8pm for the past three days.
and yeah, when i got home i'd immediately doze off. so when i woke up the next day, i'll receive lots of missed calls and text messages (:
sorry babes/dudes & babyloveeeee. haha.

anyway latest update ; CHAIEPFA got their first ever matching coloured contact lenses!
are we like the first couple to have matching lenses? cause it's super common to see couples having matching tees/flops/bags/watches. haha so yeaaapp.
furthermore, we're total virgin when comes to wearing contact lenses.
YESSSSS! haha i got mine a day earlier than babylove. haha (:
MISTY GREY is the colour, yeappp ;D coooolshit.
we already planned for our next colour ; ROMANTIC VIOLET. haha yupp yupp.

talking about lenses.
yesterday i reached home at 7pm.. took off my lenses and wore my specs.
then suddenly i felt super giddy laaaa!
i can't stand it, i slept all the way till 7am this morning.
sialahhh, i damn pig siah! -.-

anyway, let's talk about school now.
oh yes i miss school ; 1C01. and of course, my other friends in NP too.
haha. I MISS MIDZEEEEEE CAN?! ): oh damn. we can't go to school together already ):
we can only go home together on fridays. tu pun if i'm not meeting babylove, and he doesnt have any dates.
oh fcuk ):
well apart from that, it's great to get together with my babes in class ; farhana, shaq, fad & khairani.
baru tige hari sekolah, and we had alot of inside jokes! (: yalaaaa, mentang-mentang i'm fad's fave to bully kan?

haha, YES! tomorrow we won't be having any school!
cause thursday is our attachment day ; but attachment only starts on the third week! (:
so, we're all going IKEA TAMPINES! hahahahaaa. nak teman kan itu fad bangla kan?
hahaha. and babylove is tagging us along, cause i need him to accompany me home, all the way from tampines.. (:

yesterday was an impromptu double date ; CHAIEPFA & MINDAF. hahahahahahaaa.
MINDAF is one of our inside jokes uhhh(: it's actually mimin and fad.
lunch-ed at jurong point's banquet.. haha, and yeah talked about farhana, shaq, etc.. lol!
and then separated.

farhana ; FORGET ARCHULETA, REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY OKAY?!
to everyone reading this ; MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING CAN?! ;D *wide grins!*

2008-10-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

just got homey. super damn shagged can?
yeah kak mas ; i truly had a wonderful weekends with MY FAMILY.
mum's side, house-visiting.. (:
just love them to bits ; my aunties and uncles.
funny shitszx to the max! (: hahaha.
nevertheless, i'm still waiting for your call okay. though deep inside you truly hurt me ):

2008-10-09T19:12:00.002+08:00

anyway, updated on my raya outing with my dad's side.
so scroll down below to see okay? cause i previously saved in as drafts.
so yeahhhh.
MozillaFirefox in my lappyhoney is screwed! oh dammit.
can't bear to use Internet Explorer cause it's gonna take eeeons to load my blog haha.
so i'm using my pc currently.
shall head to IT Helpdesk when school reopen with EERA.FIERCE to get our laptops straight up!
haha.

heard from a trusted site (HAHAHAHA!) that David Archuleta's album is coming out on the 17th NOV.
so a little shout-out to all Archuleta's fans ; don't get his album first!
get me my birthday present first since it's on 17th NOV, then you can get his album, okay? (:
MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAA.

p/s : he's finally home and msged me.

2008-10-09T18:16:00.001+08:00

i've been doing alot of thinking lately.
okay lah not ALOT of thinking..
oh wait wait before you go on reading this, PLEASE PLEASE be reminded that this is one of EMOTIONAL periods. nothing has happened yet, it's just my feelings okay?
so bear with me for a moment, or you can just choose to shut this window (:

yeahh as mentioned earlier, i've been having my own quiet times, usually before i turn in to bed.
and yesterday, i spent my night crying.
looking at few days back, this question popped in my head, "Are you actually the one?"
i don't know..
not that i am trying to say that i'm on the wrong tracks now.
but it seems that lately, i'm not feeling good.
not feeling great about us. it's like something is missing, or something is lacking recently.
yeah, we spent our times together and etc. but there's just that one little something that just spoils the whole mood.
once again, i don't know..
thousand ond one questions running through my mind right now..
WHY? IS IT? and so forth.
currently i'm on the IGNOREHIM status.
i just want my quiet time alone, i want to be behind the scene and see how far i've actually side track.

yesterday's conversation with farhana didn't bring me any good during the night either.
i just felt super worse.
i was feeling a little okay when i was talking to her, but when i logged off, i felt worse again ):
and now, i'm not in the mood to talk to anybody.
sorry babes who had called me on my mobile phone or smsed me, i'd either reply briefly, never reply at all or reject my calls which will then divert to his mobile phone.
and i will be starting semester 2 in this kind of situation? oh dammit.
just so as you know, i am crying as i typed this.
where are you now?
ended your work shift already, but now eating with your swensen's colleagues before heading home ; which i don't know what time you'll make your move.
i swear i fcuking miss you. but i''m not making any move either.

i'm hurt okay.
can you bring out the hero in you and save me before i get drown into my own suicidal thoughts?

2008-10-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

SHOPPING WITH DEAREST TODAY(:

left homey at 11.15am and meet babylove at boonlay interchange.
theme of th day? black & skinnys. HAHA.
withdrew money at POSBank then headed post office to get OPC coupons.
then headed Charles & Keith to get my slip-ons! (:
decided to get bronze colour, cause black doesnt look nice on my legs uh.
finally, MRT-ed to city hall!

funny shits during our MRT ride there. we basically rewinded the time yesterday.
and REPEATED whatever that had happened. HAHAHAHA.
we totally had fun yesterday!
anyway, i shall update with pics once i got them from EERA.FIERCE (:

FIRST THING ; filled our empty stomachs (:
SWENSEN'S AT MARINA SQUARE! haha yup yup, since aifa kan OKB baru keluarkan duit so yeapp, aifa's on the house (: cheybahhh.
we had executive lunch. chilli fish pasta and F&N grape for me and mac'n'cheese and hot chocolate for babyluv.
had fries & calamari rings for sides. YUMMM. haha except for the designer ice cream, quite a turn-off.
honey dew ice cream with caramel. haha, yucky.

went into Fox, babyluv was contemplating to get that top. haha, and finally he decided not to.
then went into Topman too. again, contemplated. and finally not. LOL.
went into HMV and listened to some CDs. but we left immediately cause we cannot tahan our bladder already. LOL.
got some stash from Diva (: BANGLES there made me go crazeeeeeeeeeeeee man.

we finally headed to peninsula plaza, it was drizzling.
we dont give a damn, so we just walked in the rain. haha.
got azfar's present, and babyluv's tops and belt. (: and i paid for one of the tops.
for his anniversary present (: HAHAHAHAHAHA.
saw some matreps outside, oh whateverrrrr.

our supposedly last destination ; bugis.
MY TURN TO SHOP! (: wooooo yeaaaaahhhh.
got myself dresses! three ; but still not enough for me ): then babyluv, my financial partner.
he wants me to save. okay babyluv thanks.
haha, then we wanted go home, but we were hungry.
so we headed jurong point's banquet.

bumped into shah, noraini & her niece ; ika. damn cute i tell you!
every little move shah did, she will laugh. LOL. even if the move is not funny.
i swear shah looked someone i saw on TV before. like really!
but i dont know who siaaaah haha lol.

i had fun shopping with my babyluv.
but seriously if i wanna SPLURGE ON MYSELF, i shall not bring him along. haha.
no offence eh babyluv? (:
anyway, yeahhh i really enjoyed my day just now (:
LUVLUV YOU DEAREST!

2008-10-06T22:09:00.003+08:00

update is saved as drafts. cause i really have no time.

2008-10-06T21:03:00.017+08:00

HELLO TO ALL MY SWEEEETS.
at last, my blog is functioning as per normal. back to business eh? HAHA.
yeappp, manage to squeeze in time to update my oh so rotten mouldy blog.
relief-ed again just now (: primary one this time.
oh my, ive becoming more and more famous among the Shuqunites there uh? (:
HAHA LOL.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE.
haha so obviously i'm updating on raya celebrations (:
anyway, i shall not update on maternal's side cause we'll be going out together again on the coming 11th of October (:
so yeappp.

paternal's side! 4th October 2008.
met at ajun's criibx at chua chu kang.
only marf's family was there. wasn't that hungry though, so waited for the rest to fill in the house.
9.30 am we reached there if i'm not mistaken, and close to 12pm then we left the house.
mane tak? dengar nak tunggu sume datang, makan lagi. amek gambar lagi. haha.
so now you understand why i luvluv camwhoring? it's in the genes luh (:
and anyway, not all families from dad's side joined us so yeapp ; 4 cars in all (:

finally moved on to nyaii war's criibx at chua chu kang too. my grandmother's little sister.
then headed to buyut pong's criibx at bukit panjang, my GREAT GRANDMOTHER okay?
like woww. only until last year then i found out that she was actually my great grandmother -.- haha.
please luh my family damn big okay.
brief house visit, then headed punggol ; cik esah's house!
and there we ate like monsters i tell you! haha the fish fillet is luvluv! ;D
pasta was too spicy for me and marf ; so mima finished them up, reluctantly. LOL.
then went to boon lay drive, and visited wak tan, my uncle who just got his leg amputated.
went to my cousin, kak ayu's criibx. which was just next door (:
then to nyaii ton's house, my grandmother's sister. just next block. haha.

the rest headed to kak jannah's criibx, while my family skipped and headed homey.
cause my mum wanna cook for them. so yeapp ; mee hoon goreng and spaghetti! ;D yummm.
hahahahaha.
after that, closing ceremony was abg asnol's house! ;D
that's it. phewww.
when i finally type this my back is aching already -.- what more wait for the pictures to load.
oh dammmmit.
i lost my stamina already uhh. (:
TOMORROW, SHALL BE WITH NPians!

P/S : PARDON ME. this time i didn't camwhore. haha malas ah. takde kaki camwhore.
so yeappp, shall feature my relatives this time ;D

DAANIA ; my favo niece! ;D

lil sis, daania, mumsie & kak yanti

at ajun's criibx.

featuring, DADSIE (:

MYSHA! haha, uber cute! daania's lil sis.

okay my photography. focussed on the window grills, and that's abg asnol (:

and now, focussed on abg asnol & abg khai (:

mimah & mysha. haha imah kene pakse pakai tudung by her bro-in-law, abg maideen! LOL.

abg-abg machos. sorry all taken. HAHA.
no laaa, these are all my cousins & cousin-in-laws.

top : abg ijal, abg amy, mamat, abg along
below : abg maideen, abg khai, abg asnol

bloved parents ; haha. selalu kene kacau, pengantin tua. LOL.

BROTHERS ; wak ari (marf's dad/abah's bro), abah.

kak yanti, perasan model wannabe. nak amek gambar sebelah bunga plak tuu.
kesian abg asnol (her fiance) kene layan. HAHA(:

abg along, kak siti (daania's parents), mak, kak yanti, abg asnol (:

menyelit je tau tu abg asnol! haha. anyway, isnt kak siti gorgeous?
haha. damn jepun!

over at cik esah's criibx. hot ladies but all taken (:
kak siti, kak jannah, mak, kak e'in, kak yanti.

ini daania kan, SELALU aje berkepit ngan my lil bro.
cket-cket, ngan azfar.. mentel!

the drivers (:

then to my house ; haha. lovely pink.

GRAB THOSE SPAGHETTI & MEE HOON GORENG FAST BEFORE IT'S ALL GONE!

abg maideen (on th left) says, "eh burok nye yanti amek makanan.. rilek laaaa kalau ye pon.."

you can tell how delicious my mum's cooking is (:

mysha says, "ehh orang ingat dorang je lapar mkn spaghetti, kite pun lapar tau!"

alalalalaaaa, romantic luh tu mkn suap-menyuap. haha.
dibawa pokok lak tu..

luar takde space, mkn kat dapur pun jadi uh!

HAHAHA. that's all for now.
shall update NP raya outing & mum's outing (:

2008-10-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

ON HIATUS.

hey lovelies.
i know, i know my blog is sooooooo dead eh?
haha, pardon me. busy busy busy.
work, raya outings, catching up with relatives (near and far).
so i'll catch up with my blog as soon as time permits me okay?
(: till then, you can stop hitting my site temporarily. HAHA.

BESTFRIEND ; Happy Brithday! shucks, you're a year older already! haha.

2008-09-28T17:14:00.002+08:00

nothing much for the day.
revamped my blog a bit. thought of changing the layout ; but nahh.
decided to stick to this (:
slack at homey, and on th phone with babydearest the whole day.
get well soon baby! haha i cant come over luh today. it's sunday.
meanwhile, don't forget the eyedrops okay? haha, when i meet i shall kiss your right eye, and it'll be okay eh? HAHA.

2008-09-26T21:33:00.003+08:00

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visit their 'First Stop Online Boutique' now! (:
and see their FIRST EVER collection ; kimono tops!

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2008-09-26T16:40:00.002+08:00

ME says: i miss chep ):
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: i miss chep too :(
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: hahaha
ME says: HAHA! why u miss him?
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: cos he's my gay half
яеdefine▪ρerfectioи says: :D

a random conversation with imran. atleast, filled some entertainment.
cause i am soooo freaking bored la. oh my gawwwd.
played tic tac toe with him online. i know it's lame, but please laaaa. we are both bored.
my boyfriend and his gay partner (same person actually) is at work now till 11pm ):
so yeahhh..
played reversi also. and we gave up halfway. cause imran doesnt know how to play. lol.
he damn noob lah can? -.-

2008-09-25T14:04:00.020+08:00

been awhile since i rummaged through my laptop. haha.
selalunya 24/7 berkepit ajer dengan lappyhoney (: sampai boyfriend sumer letak tepi!
HAHA. and now since it's school holidays, i used my PC more often than i used my lappyhoney.

looked through my 'Camwhoring Sessions' folder.
(: can't help but to laugh out loud, reminiscing every moment/story behind those pictures.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA. serious shitsxz, i miss these THREE LADIES here.
(be honoured eh?)

WAN NUR FADHILLAH aka THE FOXY BOLLYWOOD CHEERLEADER
FARHANA aka THE NOISY RETARDED BIG APPETITE PUMBA
SYAFIQAH aka THE BABE WHO'S ALWAYS WITH CAP AND SNEAKERS

though i've just known them for 5 months since April 08, i seriously miss them.
HAHAHAHAHAAAA. i miss those PINESCAFE-ing on EVERY break we had.
not forgetting those CUPNOODLES-ing when we're going through the money crisis.
HAHA! ;D
oh yes yes! and after eating, we'll always go inside the rooms in the library without booking.
AND LET ALL THE HELL LOOSE! hahahahaaa.. video making sessions, lips synching.
i miss that. hahhahahaha, and we'll laugh out loud like nobody's business. and people passing by our rooms or those sitting outside our rooms will look through our room window and give us THIS STARE.
please laaah, people book rooms to study and such, and look at us? what were we doing?
HAHAHAHHAAAA. i can go on and on stating all those funny retarded moments we had in school. but it'll just never end.. ;D

not forgetting oogling over boys. hinted here and there..
;D despite three among us four are attached. MUAHAHAHAA. oh wait, i & fad dont oogle over boys at NP okay (: it's farhana and shaq.
there was also a time after school, on a tuesday i think. we ended early..
we headed VivoCity to grab the free Ben&Jerry's ice cream cones.
then slacked at the rooftop and played WHACKO!
waaaah damn shiok funny okay! and farhana, we still remembered clearly what you did to fad okay?! you shouted directly at her face when ure asked to hold that electric thingy.
MUAHAHAHAAA. FUNNY MANNNN. and the way you anyhow shouted whatever animal that came into your mind while we're playing WHACKO.
can i have more of that please?!

mmmm.. let me think of more stupid things we did together..
oh yes and FAD'S FAVE ; SHE ESPECAILLY LOVE BREASTS GRABBING.
she's one horny girl i tell you. hahahahahaa. she's horny only when with us, don't worry.
we love to make each other high. ;D thigh-rubbing. that works for FARHANA & SHAQ.
not me (: hahahaaa.
(pauses for a few seconds) oh and during tutorials, we equipped ourselves with loads of junkies and shared toghether. haha MAMPOS. da ley buat picnic siol! ;D
and doing group works were never been a huge hassle.
though there were miscommunications at times, and a little bit of disagreement, we managed to get together and sort things out peacefully (:
and also there were crying moments. HAHAHAHAAA. cried over many stuffs.
boyfriends, studies and such.
but we were there for each other.. trying to crack stupid jokes so as to cheer each other up. (:
AND I HAVE TO SAY, THOUGH I HATED BEING THE ONLY ONE WHO ALWAYS KENE KACAU, I ACTUALLY MISS THAT.
haha.. i'm sooooo used to being teased by them at school, and now i suddenly felt so lonely.
nobody to disturb me when i'm at home.. except for when i'm with babydearest luhh.
and fad, I STILL REMEMBER THE KETIAK AZAN THINGY OKAY?! (: haha.

and can i say i miss MIDZEEEEEEE too?!
i miss taking 99 and then either 52 or 154 to school together?
and it's either i will prepare sandwiches from home for him or he'll buy for me junkies from cheers at school (:
HAHAHAHHAHAAAA. and those gossips at the bus-rides ; i shall never forget them.
suke eh midzi kalau ketawa kan orang? oh dan kutok orang!
and of course, i'll be there for him to judge whether that chick his eye-ing deserve his attention or not.. ;D
and at most cases, he'd listen to me and move on to find a new target.
EXCEPT THIS ONE. recently he just told me he cant forget this particular girl.
MIDZEEEE, DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT OKAY?

OH YESSAAAAAH! i'll also NOT forget those times when we're at the bustop waiting for either 52 or 154 to school.
whenever i see a 52 bus stopped at our bustop, i'll scan the bus for Hilmi. muahahahaaaa.
ohwait you all mut be wondering why when a 52 stopped at our bustop, we didn't board. it's because 52 is ALWAYS full!
and i'd argue with midzi about WHY actually Hilmi woke up.
cause when i saw him in the bus, he was sleeping, and seconds later before the bus moved, he'd wake up.
so we'd argue WHY he actually wake up. obviously i said he wake up because of me! LOL! hahaaaa.
i still remembered how the first time i met him (: HIM AS IN MIDZI LUHH.
AT THE DONUT SHOP! haha. please lahhh eh? he damn freaking shy.
it's the noisy me who started the engine and get the conversation going..
hahahha, midzeeee ; thank me okay? i still remember your promise eh? i STILL keep that sms you sent me okay? ;D

hahahahaha. okay i realised how long my post is. HAHA. let me count how many words i've typed so far. (from the first paragraph to the paragraph above.)
850 words siol! wowwww ; i can even do up an essay on the topic ; I MISS THEM
;D okay lol. hahaaaaaa. so i'm soooooooooooooooooooo looking forward to meeting them up on 7th of October. along with other people untuk memeriahkan lagi suasana Hari Raya (: cheywahh! hahahahahahaa..

okay so the conclusion of this post is ; I MISS YOU MIDZEE, FARHANA, SHAQ & FAD!

(see the name midzee and farhana is side by side. purposely one luhh!)

pardon me if the pictures posted are repeats from my previous posts.
hahahahahahaaaa. wait till 7th Oct then you'll see new pictures of us.
IN MALAY TRADITIONAL COSTUMES! (:

2008-09-24T16:45:00.005+08:00

(courtesy of QeeQa's friendster)

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MY DARLING ; SYAF!
time flies, and it's been 7 years we've known each other ; ever since PRIMARY 5!
(: hehe nevertheless, i'm never bored of you. lol, your slow reactions are always the joke!
HAHAHAHAHAA. iam really glad to have you as my bestie.
the one whom i can really count on whenever i need someone..
i still remember the times, we spent hours and hours on the phone, talking about BOYS, gossips and such. haha!
and yelahh dulu kan belum lagi ade green light from mumsie, so kau lah yang selalu tolong aku eh? not forgetting latt.
i will never forget that! it's always part of the Book of Chaiepfa's LOVE. haha lol!
and how happy i was to see you finally settling down with the one you really love and treasure!
after YEARS of choosing eh? LOL.
hope our relationship doesn't only stop here.. take care babe!
i'll always love you, hehh but below my baby dearest of course. (: haha..
p/s : ENJOY YOUR DAY BEFORE THE CLOCK STRIKES MIDNIGHT LATER. PARTAAAAAAYYE!

okay haha ignore my previous post.
as mentioned, i'm tired ; seriously. anyway, farhana i'm sorry too.
and to those who terasa, i'm sorry haha. it wasnt meant for you uh.
and aishah ; no worries i'm not talking about you or syaf or whoever.
deeply sorry if any party is hurt =/
so please ignore my previous post ; it was just another pissed off moment.
so the outings, are still on no doubt okay?
i'm really sorry once again.

aiite so finally some things are settled eh. sheesh.
okay homey for me today (: washed the toilet. and cleaned my room's windows.
oh my gawwd. damn berabok can!? boleh buat snow haha!
okay then folded clothes. and here i am (:
mumsie tengah buat kuih ; my fave! BANTAL PELUK SALOMA!
how irony, i dont kurmas. yeapp even during break fast, i don't eat kurmas.
but i luvluv bantal peluk saloma though there's kurma in it. haha LOL. i know..
and in th morning, mumsie did kuih semprit ; upon dadsie's request.
;D here are the pics just in case you all don't know what kuihs im talking about.

this is bantal peluk saloma okay? (: havent bake yet laa of course.

kuih semprit with chocolate rice. (: baked.

and kuih semprit, original.

and yeapp you know what's my current luvluv right now?

haha yes NYONYA'S LOVE LETTERS.
haha sempena hari raya lah katekan.. (: okay that was super random.
olryteee, shall clean up the windows again tonight ; azfar's.
and hopefully, i'd get a call from Cikgu Narimah tomorrow (:
okay, off to fetch that irrinoying little sister of mine. grrr.

[ alamak baby niee. orang nak fetch syasya aru dier call haha. later i go home then i call you back (: ]

2008-09-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

i'm getting a lil bit agitated now.
like serious shitszxsz. i'm sick of hearing excuses and such.
not like EVERYDAY is hari raya.
and we havent been meeting up with each other since eeeons ago.
haiyahhh. and on the other hand, i cant seem to accept that significant other reason as reasonable.
like, if others can sacrifice abit, why can't you?
-.- i'm tired. senang cakap eh? cancel sudahhh.

go on and say i'm SUPER EGOISTIC.
why should i go around caring for others when my feelings are not cared in the first place?

2008-09-22T16:12:00.004+08:00

(courtesy of MasAjeh's friendster)

(courtesy of Kak Mas's site)

MY LOVE, i'm really sorry to hear about the loss of your precious dad.
i know it's very hard to let go but bear in mind that things happen for a reason.
Allah loves your dad more, Insya'Allah he will be fine there.
redha dengan ketentuanNya okay? how i wish i could be there for you.
it's okay for you to be sad.. but be strong and have faith in Him.
looking forward to meeting you real soon Kak Mas (:
Al-Fatihah buat Kak Mas's Dad..
Amiin.

Loves and Hugs, AdeqAIFA.

2008-09-22T12:57:00.007+08:00

homey for today! no relief teaching, cause mdm narimah is on MC.
she's my pillar, without her i can't relief. LOL.
so have to wait for wednesday, till her MC ends.

phew, woke up in th morning just now.
vacuumed th whole house, and helped mumsie BAKED COOKIES!
ahahahaaaa. i was reluctant to help in the first place, cause of the scrumptuous smell.
IRRESISTIBLE. the cookie monster ghost almost entered me just now, and i felt like taking all th cookies i see in front of me and eat them all up!
haha mampos i know.
then i washed the fans, damn dusty y'know.. (:

amaciammm? tempting tak cookies dier?
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA. nak rase? come my house la okay? (:

headed Jurong West Central for awhile to get my kebaya outfit altered at the waist area.
with mumsie.. bought some sponges. and headed home.
bumped into kak sulin there (: been awhile since i last saw her..

well anyway, was listening to the radio.
they were talking about macho mans, husbands and boyfriends in particular.
they are deemed as strong being but when they're sick ; sensitive terus!
HOW TRUEEEE!
let's talk about my boyfriend. haha.
i accompanied him once to the clinic to get his jab.
and oh my goddd, he was superrrrrrrr afraid of the needle!
he tugged my hand hard and looked at my face all the way.
MAMPOS.
and once, he was down with fever..
alalalalaaaaa punye lah manje! suro gi doctor tak nak tau..
sume dier suro kiter.. hahaha. suro gi ruma dier, teman dier lahh.
;D haha.

ATTENTION : please reply.

NGEE ANN POLY CLIQUE.
please vote, 6th of Oct or 7th of Oct (:

EX-JUYING PRI STUDENTS.
9th of Oct, can?

2008-09-21T21:44:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 17 TH BIRTHDAY HALIMABOK / HALIMUNAN!

haha. my bestbudddd.
cheywahh dah besar lah dier.. (:
may all yours wishes & DREAMS come true, esp your Caribbean Dream. LOL.
semoga cepat lah kau ditemukan dengan jodoh kau eh? FOR REAL i mean.
(: oh yes ; can you go cut your hair!? please i beg you.
HAHAHAHAHAA. aiite, be a good social worker in th future tauu!
FRIENDS FOREVER, halim!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FOXY FADD!

saya sungguh rindu kamu laa. haha.. glad to have you as my classmate.
dammit ; tutorials will be such a bore without you, and farna too!
;D thanks alot for teasing me all this while.
and yes of course, i enjoyed working with you on our group assignments (:
haha, and may we be FRIENDS FOREVER!

LOVES, Aifaaaaaaaa (MrsChep)

another NINE more days to Hari Raya.
oh my gawwd ; time flies REAL fast eh? ): and guess what?
my fam is busy furnishing our house and we've TOTALLY forgotten all about baking kuih raya.
MAMPOS. haahah.
and everytime i said the numbers of days left to Hari Raya to my mum, she will say, "can you don't remind me?"
LOL. haha.

my baju kebayas dah sampai! YAYYYY.
i totally luvluv them laaaa. mumsie went over Mak Ngah's at Tampines to take our clothes.
;D haha, i am soooo excited.
two added into my collection.. and now i have, black, red, blue, orange, white, blue green, brown..

i realised now, my house is FULL of flowers.
da lah ruma colour PINK, banyak bunga lak tu.. da macam garden! HAHA.

i especially love this bunch.
costs over $100 plus. haha, beautiful i tell you!

and that balls of flowers above? yeah i gave my mum as a contribution for Hari Raya.
yeah of course ; using my pay. (: how sweeeeet of me eh?
grabbed that at Bazaar Geylang. supposedly $45, but managed to bargain for $40.
come my house to see where this is placed in my house (:

and suddenly i missed The Cousin Crew ):
i know this is super random. my mind suddenly flashes back during Kak Yanti's Engagement Day.
malam sebelum nye sungguh lah kcoh! hahahahaaaa..
preparations and sleepovers ; cool shits.
& i remembered at around 2am, when EVERYONE was asleep..
me, ajun, marf, mima, yan & nani sneaked out of the house and walked to West Mall's McDonald's. since there's no bus service.
grabbed McChicken burgers. HAHAHAHAA..
funny shits, walked back home. slacked at the void-deck.. talk crapp.
kalau tak pasal si ajun yang suke nahh bebual merepek. HAHA.
until we received a call from marf's bro, we quickly rushed home.
i miss all that ; can someone rewind that moment again? ):

ATTENTION :

FARNA, SHAQ, FADD, MIDZI, MIA & THAT WHOLE GANG.
let's plan for Hari Raya outing can!?

LATT.
all th best for your promos!

2008-09-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

got my time table for October Semester 2008 ; Semester 2.
okay, not THAT bad uh.
monday ends at 6pm, same thing. but this time i end at 11am the earliest.
whereas there are also days which i start at 11am too.
haha ; okay i have no complaints about my time table (:

and these are the modules i'd be studying this semester ;
- Child Development : Theory to Practice
- Creative Arts for Young Children
- Field Practicum 1.2
- Language Arts in the Early Childhood Years
- Global Issues : Singapore Perspectives
- Speech Training

6 MODULES ONLY! haha.
so NO reason for me NOT to do well eh? (: Insya'Allah!
AND YEAHHHH ; karuna will be our lecturer for CDTP module!
i soooo luvluv her. haha.

sometimes, i thank God for having such a lovable boyfriend whom i know i will last with the rest of my lifetime.
(:

2008-09-20T21:48:00.003+08:00

baby you got that good stuff
good love, put it on me
i can't get enough
yep, that's my girlfriend
yep, that's my girlfriend
yep, that's my girlfriend
yep, that's my girlfriend

all mine, all mine
shawty with me all the time
stay hot, stay fly
keep her right by my side
yep, that's my girlfriend
yep, that's my girlfriend
yep, that's my girlfriend
yep, that's my girlfriend

oh i won't give you up girl
you've got that [fire love]
people might hate us
but you'll always be my girl
that's my baby, that's my girl
i need her in my world
she has got me going crazy

2008-09-19T21:11:00.002+08:00

;D smile people!
it's HEALTHY to start your day with a smileeeee..
haha okay thats was so random.

babyluvluv woke me up in the morning ; 10 missed calls!
hahahahaha cool shits. if not for him, i'd be busily snoring away..
and not going for work.
haha, met babyluvluv at 10am.. slacked for awhile (:
i know you know public don't know! ;D haha, then he sent me to school.

last day being a 2B4's form teacher.
indeed, i enjoyed teaching them and that for sure ; bond was created within us.
(: hahahahaaa..
and i gave them sweets for cooperating with me, and early Children's Day present in case i won't be teaching them anymore.
haha, same goes to 2C1 ; gave them sweets.
let me hear you say that one more time, "Thank you Miss AIFAAAAAAAAAAA!"..
thanks a million to those funny, crappy staffs who sat near my desk..
Ms Peck, Mdm Annissa, Mdm Narimah, Mdm Siti, Mdm Fauziah, Ms Nura, Ms Fauzilah & Mr Lai.
haha ; hope to see you all again next weeeeeeeeek!

OOOOOOOOHHHHH..
i can't help but count my money! lol.
and of course! 08 Oct 2008 is booked for CHAIEPFA'S SHOPPING SPREE!
(: there's soooooo many things that i wanna get.
i am already starting on CHAIEPFA's wish list. hahaaaa..
wanna get more new tops, watches, flops.. etc.
boy am i excited! ;D

tomorrow shall be ikea-ing with family.
wanna grab cool stuffs to decorate our house ;D yeahhhh, revamping our house yawww!
;D while babyluvluv will be geylang-ing with his family.
aiite ; that's all for now.
& i am unable to go out until hari raya! ):
cause i need to help mumsie clean up house, bake kuih rayas and all.
but nevermind, i will still squeeze in time to meet my babyluvluv (:

kak mas ; stay strong aiite? pray hard that a miracle will happen.
but if otherwise, hope you'd be very very very strong in going through all this.
be with him all the time for now.. he needs you and the rest of your family members.
;D this is the most i can do..
LOVE YOU KAK MAS! ;D

2008-09-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

hello readers, if i have any. lol okay.
i sound so pathetic, HAHA! well anyway i am super shagged.
like totally, took home a stack of Maths exercise books, and 4 stacks of English & Maths worksheets.
and i haven't finish marking just yet.
by the way, i'm getting more and more attached to the Shuqunites, esp the Primary 2s.
and the staff too! haha.

im starting to get the hang of both classes.
and they knew what i expected from them, even the naughty JJ!
haha, he even gave me sweets. how nice.
naughty but nice, they call it. haha. another two more days, and i wont be their form teacher anymore.
): truly gonna miss my form class ; 2B4.

i'm truly sorry love ):
i meant sincere, i hoped you understand..
looking forward to buka puasa with babyluvluv tomorrow!
since i can't make it to fad's bday surprise. sorry babe.
hope you liked what they had planned for you tomorrow (:

2008-09-16T17:25:00.001+08:00

how irony things may get.

nevertheless, i miss you crazybabe ;D and your nonsense shits.

2008-09-16T16:32:00.003+08:00

in Mrs Seah Le Na's seat right now.

(: yea of course, ape lagi kalau tak relief teaching? nyeahahahaaa.

and this time i've to relief all th way to Friday.

and mampos, the class that i'm taking over is super damn noisy siahhh.

sampai nak kene pakai bell baru dorang dengar.

haha.

nonsense shit.

[left the staffroom for awhile to answer babylove's call.]

sorry peeps.

haha layan my crazy boyfriend. he's getting oh so mushy nowadays.

don't ask me why haha.. semakin hari, semakin manje! ;D

with his cutesy voice.. oh so cute! haha..

tapi takpe haha, i like!

i luvluv my babylove okay? diam kalau tak suke..

you know why he called me?

this is what he said just now..

"b.. i da nak gi keje. i ade sth important nak bilang u.. i luvluv you sweets!"

haha..

yeah, sepatot nye kitorang pakai "awak & kter".. tapi tu lah dier kan da makin manje skrg..

pakai "i & u" plakk. haha. (:

sweeeeeeeeeeeet sweet love!

aiite ; have to prepare for tomorrow's lessons.

and oh damnn. i have to bring home a pile of worksheets and spelling books to mark!

hahahahaaa.. so i wont be online tonight.

(: pape pcit eh? haha..

funny shits siah all the staffs in Shuqun Primary.

so many funny stories from there.. haha, talked about Policeman laah, their children, Hari Raya, talked about their past CCAs.. haha.

;D cute, oh so cute.

2008-09-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

seeee chacha? i how nice siaaaah.
do this for you before i go to sleeep. touching tak? (:
hahahahahahaaa.
AND THOSE WHO ARE BEING TAGGED, PLEASE DO OKAY?
dont cheat my feelings!

1) Where would you go if someone sponsor you an air ticket?
can i ask for another ticket? so i can go ANYWHERE with babylove (:

2) What's your favourite thing to do?
i luvluv to do anything that has got to do with babylove (: obssess or what? i don't give a damn.

3) Do you think money can buy happiness?
i doubt so.

4) If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
can i ask for MANY things instead? kk tu sungguh tamak.

5) Things you can't live without:
things eh? handphone, laptop and money!

6) What are you afraid to lose?
i'm afraid to lose beloved family & of course my one and only babylove! (:

7) If you win $1 million, what would you do?
can i get my red hot Mini Cooper? and the rest? REVAMP MY LIFESTYLE!

8)What do you dream of doing in the future?
i dream of getting married to babylove, and be loving wife & mum. oh but first, i wanna see myself being a primary school teacher!

9) List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
kecoh, giler, sewel.. haha LOL.
okay lah chacha, kasi muke cket eh?
she's nice, funny & great to hang out with.

10) What makes you happy?
babylove! (: and also having loving family and friends.

11) What type of person do you hate the most?
bitch who just can't stop bitching about others. and oh FAKERS.

12) If you have a super power, what would it be?
i want to stop time at where i wanna stop, and skip the time at where i wanna skip.
senang cakap i wanna play with time laaaa. lol.

13) Would you go for happiness or money?
"Well, if you don't have money, you wouldn't be happy kan?"
quoted from chacha ; how true! haha.

14) Who would you think is the most important people in your life?
babylove!

15) If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
oooohhyes!

16) Who's the last person who hugged you?
BABYLOVEEEEEEEE!

17) What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
go to sleep with babylove by my side.. ): awwww.

18) Who are you close to?
babylove, fam & friends. (:

19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him?
FLAT NO.

20) If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
mmm, no idea?

21) 3 things that scares you:
bangla, insects [be it big or small] &dark? yeahhh.

22) 3 things that you like/love the most:
babylove, family &my handphone!

23) 3 important things in my room:
air-con, laptop & handphone.

24) 7 people to do this questionnaire:
Farhana, Shaq, Midz, Kak Yanaa, Kak Mas, Munirah & Adek Ninaaa

2008-09-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

double joyness today! haha.

first thing ; my Semester 1 results! (: hahahahahahaaa..
i dreamt i've got 3 Fs. mampos. then immediately, i woke up and looked for my hp frantically.
haha, i received a text message from NgeeAnnPoly!
cooooolios.
1 AD (distinction), 3 Bs, 1 C+ & 1 C.
okay, MAYBE my GPA isn't that good eh? 2.9722, as compared to others.
but hey! i'm satisfied with my first ever poly results. of course, i aim to strive harder next semester!
haha.

to those who think they didn't do well, don't be depressed aiite?
there's more Semesters to come. so work hard! (: haha..
and to those who did fanta-bulous, WELL DONEEEEEE! (: hehehehe..
okay, enough of the results thingy ;D

second joy!
didn't turn in for work today (: cause i went to meeeeeet babylove!
eh eh happy nah aifa? lol! sape lah yang tak happy lau dapat jumpe matayer dier sendiri kan? ;D
left homey at 1130am, to send lil sis to school.
supposedly, we're to meet at bukit batok interchange.. but tu babyolve pandai nah kan?
dier da gi naik 174 to boonlay.
so ape lagi? menanguk lah aifa tunggu kat boon lay interchange..
took 198 and headed to IKEA. wooooooo ; long bus-rides. chaiepfa luvluv! (:
as usual, berjiwang, crapped, camwhored..
and i know, you know public don't know.. muahahahahahahaaaa.

walked around the whole IKEA, taking our own sweet time.
tried EVERY THING that's on display. from the chairs to the beds to the toilets.
HAHAHAHAAA. we even shiok sendiri and pretended to take a bath in the toilets. LOL eh!?
and of course, we planned of what we want to have in our IDEAL HOUSE.
coooool kaperrr? (:

got my stuffs, and 198-ed back to boonlay.
bdk CTSS punye la memekak! irritating siol. kk i know ah i'm an ex-CTSS but, puhleeeeez that bunch is wayyyyy too irrinoying!
and oh finally they alighted at jurong east.
(: and shush. i know you know public don't know. nyeyehahahahahaaaa!
headed Jurong Point after that.
grabbed my stuffs at Popular, then headed somewhere near my criibx to slack.
haha, okay not JUST slacking eh?
okay diam, itu sungguh tak perlu! (: then at 6 plus, we headed Prime Supermarket before babylove sent me home.

and yeah that's about it (:
MSN-ing with chacha right now. haha ; i luvluv surprises.
chacha, nanti bday aku nak dekat kau pun plan ngan babylove sume untuk aku okay?! (:

2008-09-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
over again, don't make me change my mind.
or i won't leave to see another day.
i swear it's true, because A BOYFRIEND LIKE YOU IS IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND.
;D
i love you sayang..

2008-09-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

;D went geylang just nowwwwwww. with fam!
haha went to get tudung, dadsie's & afar's baju kurung. to match with ours!
haha, ours is tempah-ed okay? ;D lol.
then walkd walked around the bazaar. mumsie bought for me a maxi dress!
wooooooyeaaaahh ; haha thanks mumsie.
supposed to be $35, but mumsie mintak discount. $30! haha, cheap steal compared to those at online shops.

anyway, iam so hooked up with maxi dresses, sooo..
i'm going shopping as soon as i got my pay, & babylove got his! ;D
haha we both are going shopping, AGAIN!
yeahhh, and i thought of getting babylove a top, that suits my newly-bought maxi dress.
and also i want him to get tops that suit whatever i buy for myself.
nak couple-matching la katekan.. ;D haha.

okay back to geylang thingy.
bought home alot of fooooooooood for buka puasa! haha. aku ni pun.. kalah cam orang puasa!
;D hahah lol shush!
aiite, bought that string curtain for my room too.
i'm so in love with the new look of my criibx. pink, white, rose and wood furnishings ; FRESH LOOK!
coolios. haha. come my house for raya okay people? ;D

oohhh did i mention?
i dreamt of my Primary 2 Shuqunites last night.
cool kaperrr? susah tau nak dapat cikgu camnie.. jiwerr anak murid betol!
hahahahahhahahaha, mepek ajer aifa!
i hope i'm working next week! ;D

mimin called me up just now.
he damn funny shit laaah, random siah suddenly call me.
i though what, rupanya about fad's relief teaching application.
then he called me again, talked about his day, and his operation!
damn yucks. 42 stitches okay?! oh my gawwd.
talked about fad's birthday sabo.
he said, "tak mo kasi chance.. tak kesah bulan ramadhan ke aper.. sabo ajerr!"
see Shaq & Farhana? even her boyfie gives us green light. haha.
so amaciam? EGG & FLOUR? lol.

p/s : my sunday ladies ; NEXT SATURDAY OKAY?
;D miss you two lots can!? hahah.

chacha ; will do that sooooon! ;D

2008-09-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

in th middle of night, discussing about Fad's Birthday Sabo.
tomorrow, GEYLANG again.. oh mann..
countdown ; THREE more days to dooms day. to be exact, 9am!
and stupid irritating nag. i super hate it!

2008-09-12T16:21:00.012+08:00

oooohh this post is creditted to farhana.
if we weren't talking about house visiting, i had forgotten about an update i owed.
MY HOUSE PAINTING SESSION! ;D haha.
yeahhhh, revamped my house. from green and white to pink and rose ;D
cooolios. haha. damn bandung lah my house!
;D we only painted my room and our hall.
but photos were snapped only at our hall. so yeahhh..
thanks to dadsie ; he suddenly SUGGESTED on painting our house. haha lol.
so yeahh..
damn kecoh i tell you. and damn! ;D haha.
let the pictures do the talking aiite? ;D fun

p/s : MY SUNDAY LADIES! NEXT SATURDAY AMACIAMMM?! ;D
beep me real soon aiite?

a star i painted in my room. haha. cool kaperrr?

that mug ; i decorated my own using black permanent marker ;D lawa ehhh?

lil sis got paint on her hair! tapi cool aper? cam highlight. haha!

and i vandalised the wall with my name ;D

2008-09-12T13:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOHAMED HAICAL DJASNI BIN ABDUL RAHMAN.

(oh woww. name takde panjang lagi laper? haha.)

i'm glad that you've moved as much as i do.

though we rarely contact with each other for the past three years, i'd still remember those times with you.

to me, it wasn't a relationship that we were in, but more to learning how to build a good relationship.

and though ours didn't work out, i'm really glad that i had been through with you.

you had taught me alot about oflove, endurance and sacrifice.

(: glad that we didn't hold any grudge against each other. haha.

hope to see you around soon! (: may you and edah last okay?

♥Aifa

holy sweets. double date on last saturday (060908) was the sex!

haha. can i have some of this more often baby? (:

msged babylove the night before to wake me up at 11am the next day, but turned out i woke up earlier than 11am. and it was babylove who woke up late.

haha ; kata nak kejot orang, dier yang bangun lambat! lol.

then, met him at Boon Lay interchange. and he PURPOSELY took his own time to make his way there.

"awk selalu lambat, everytime meet mesti awk yang lambat. so this time i'll make you wait for me ah"

thanks ehh baby? (:

train-ed to city hall cause babylove wanna drop by peninsula plaza for awhile to get his stuffs.

AND OH WOW surprise of the day ; city hall was NOT flooded with mats and minahs!

cam style kaperrr? selalu nye city hall akan happening sampai larut malam, kalau tak kerana mats and minahs ni sume.

haha ; aman siket dunia. haha lol.

while babylove browsed through the stuffs that he wanted to get in this particular shop, i stood outside, looked over the railing and see all the people that passed by. haha.

coolshits. it's just amazing to see all sorts of people. yang kental, yang step cool, yang macam paham.

after getting all his stuffs, msged syaf and train-ed to paya lebar since syaf & faruq were already there.

walked through the bazaars and the joo chiat complex.

so many fooooooooooooood lah at the bazaars! (: sungguh mengancam.
haha, tapi tetap kuatkan iman okay?!

went into the kampung area. haha camwhored, feeling-feeling nak kahwin lah kejap (:

then got this uncle man, who "preached" us for awhile.

haha okay itu part tak penting ; skipskipskip.

it was already 3 plus. and we're starting to get tired already.

after all that walking okay. haha so we decided to take 197 to clarke quay.

abey tour guide kter tu kan.. bawak kitorang ke salah bustop, and none of the buses there heads to clarke quay.

and so we 70-ed to one raffles and headed esplanade.

slacked in the library, cause we just couldn't stand the heat outside. da lah haus! haha.

read through the magazines. and i slept on babylove's shoulders for awhile.

sungguh penat okay!?

at around 515pm (i guess?) we left the library and walked to Clarke Quay.

of course we camwhored! haha. (:

and those catching moments, were super duper memorable.

haha babylove, you know i know we know public don't know eh? haha.

how i wish we could repeat those moments.

takper takper, after puase okay babylove? (: haha once again, i know you know public don't know what we planned.

part makan sungguh tak penting. haha. cause we're too hungry already.

and guess what?! the 6 course meal was too much for the 4 of us!

end up, we couldn't finish up the tahu telur and the curry chicken. oh damn.

but it's okay ; worth the stomach. as long as we're full, it doesn't matter lol.

night scenery, romantic ambience, the cooling wind ; another catching moments.

haha skipskipskip.

197-ed back to geylang. and this time, it was super crowded.

wayyyyy more crowded then when we got there earlier.

jam pack, crash course i tell you! haha. managed to grab some quick bites.

babylove bought dendengs for my fam. haha thanks sayang!

we got the turkey icecream, peanut pancake etc. (: walked walked and walked.

and though it drizzled, i can see that TH RAIN didn't spoil those people's mood.

the geylang spirit is still as high as ever.

finally, train-ed back home.

haha, played stupid games with babylove. crapped and laughed out loud like nobody's business. we caught quite a few's attention too.

and babylove can't stop stomping the yard. lol. (: funny shits lah.

now i truly understand why people call us the cute people, we behave like totally macam budak-budak.

yelah, semenjak aifa masuk early childhood education kan.. perangai pun dah macam budak. azan pun terikut lah. haha!

and the rest of the home journey shall be skipped.

-shush- (: once again. i know you know public don't know. haha.

purposely took 243W back home. we are deprived of long bus rides. (:

haha. and since the early part of the day till then, we can't stop singing.

oh wait, i dont know what had gotten into babylove. he suddenly became jiwang and tuned to exists in his mp3, instead of his usual HARDCORE songs.

haha cute kaper kitorang?! i love you lah sayang. haha.

you're the sex of my life, without you i have no pleasure. lol.

you're the pilllow to my ped, without you i have no dreams. (:

p/s : pictures will be up as soon syaf has uploaded them.

syaf & faruq ; CHAIEPFA TOTALLY ENJOYED THE DOUBLE DATE.

we must go on another double date REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL SOON!

and remember ; THE WAFFLE COTTAGE. yeahhh. haha totally melting lahhh.

nevertheless we are looking forward to meeting you two real soon.

and we can see that faruq is adapting to our frequency quite a bit eh? (:

LOVES!

2008-09-12T12:39:00.003+08:00

once again, here i am in Shuqun Primary School.

haha ; and guess what? i am taking over Mrs Chandran!

yes, she's my Primary 6 teacher.

and now i am her colleague. COOLSHIT. haha.

i didn't even know she was transferred from Juying Primary to Shuqun Primary.

haha, so here i am sitting on her desk. (: style kaperrrr.. haha!

short update ; will continue later (: i've got ONE AND A HALF HOURS OF BREAK! haha.

[edit]

oh danggg.

results will be out on the 15 SEPTEMBER! ):

no.. i'm not talking about pass. of course i will pass. but it's the matter of the PASSING GRADES.

whether i get an A or D.. oh gawwd.

[/edit]

2008-09-11T20:47:00.007+08:00

may peace be upon to you all, earthlings (:
i am finally back with updates hehhh.
managed to squeeze in time after buka to blog.
oh by the way ; i dah buang puasa! OH DAMNN. so meaning, today marks the day i never puasa ): haiyahhh ; kene bayar balek..

oh well. yesterday and today were quite hectic for me.
especially yesterday ; i had to relief the naughtiest class of all 2B1
oh my gawwd. i can't even hear myself shouting. imagine that.
and during English lesson, i had to give them spelling.
& I HAD TO STAND ON THE CHAIR JUST TO GET MYSELF ACROSS.
they kept on asking me to repeat the words. oh shucks.

and for today, got the same class again.
somehow i already knew how to handle the class and all. haha.
though they are naughty, they did my work as told. and punctual.
coolios (: and they kept on bugging me to speak chinese. lol.
cause i heard a girl saying, "uhh. wo yao si liao." [i think that's the spelling].
and so i said to her, "you wanna die ah?" haha.
then from there, they kept on asking me to speak chinese.
haha.
and you know the screen projector, the one we had in every classroom. yeah they pulled and pulled till it was stuck and cant be pulled up back.
called for the IT assistant, but they never came.
so instead, i plugged my laptop and typed quickly the Mathematics questions i wanted to do.
and oh my gawwd. they were so fascinated with my laptop.
"waaahh. so many stickers ah?" "eh who's that on your computer screen?" [it was me and babylove on my wallpaper btw.]
and they played with the Microsoft Word ; typing out different kinds of smiley faces.
(: how cute.
they asked me whether i'd be teaching them tomorrow, and i said i dont know.
they went, "uhhh.. why? i like you be our teacher".
how sweeeeet was that?! (:

and i got my first payroll for the 16-31 Aug period. $130 kachings, rolled into my bank. cheybahhh. haha.
and for 01-15 Sept period, i'd work thrice already. hope i'll be reliefing again tomorrow. hahaha. anyone, shopping!?

ohhhh CHAIEPFA received an invitation for Bestf's birthday bash.
but it is on Hari Raya. doubt that we can make it.
but though, we'll try my very best to go. even if we'll be missing the bbq out ; we'll be dropping by in the day.
and yeahh, what to get for Bestf? hmmm. i did a collage of SEVENTEEN pages of me and Bestf's snapshots. hehhh.
and for this year, i'll be sharing with babylove.
hmm ; Bestf what you want ah? don't tell me Gucci or Balenciaga (:

090908 ; Pizza Hut delivery for buka!
haha yeah ; was all on me (: hehe. yeah from my pay lah.
me and lil sis were slacking in the room when we heard, "Assalamualaikum.."
thought it was my father, turned out it was the Pizza man! haha ; and the bill was $51.47. i gave him 3cents tips. lol!
how mean i was.. slipped off my mind that he was also fasting, should have given him more. LOL. handsome jugak lah mamat tu. TAPI babylove aku handsome tau! (:
and yummmmm ; we cleaned up the pizza box.
yes farhana no bits of chicken of meat fell left on the box.
haha, we sucked all of them up. LOL! ;D ni gaji masuk lagi, dorang mintak blanje. LAGI.
bagus lah tu.. satu minta blanje makan, satu minta sponsor shopping, satu minta PSP and lagi satu minta Electric Guitar.
mampos. kalau gaji $1000/day tak perrrr. haha.
but no doubt, i wont leave my babylove aside.
of course i'm gonna shower him with all that i can. another surprise for him perhaps?
yeah ; that would have to be when we're celebrating our 17th MONTH ANNIVERSARY ; which falls on 03 NOVEMBER 08. haha coolios.
it will be 14 more days to my SWEET SEVENTEEN! (:

i want to get that Strawberry Cheesecake & Durian Pastry Skin Icecream Mooncake from Swensen's.
babylove tasted it before it was launched ; he said he was super niceeeee and melting!
and you know what?
babylove said that in no time, there'll be be Swensen's Ketupat Icecream-filled. LOL!
i want that! i mean the mooncake. haha ; this means i've to wait for 23 Sept when my pay comes.
oh, i shall start on my Christmas list now. and when i get my pay, i shall be my own Santa and get what's on the list for me.
haha how lame was that?!
aiite, till the next "squeezing-in-time-to-blog" moment! (: LOVES.

i shall leave you all to drool on to my website. hehhh.
best if you're hitting my site on a daytime ; WHEN YOU'RE FASTING! mampos.
aifa.. mentang-mentang tak puase.. HAHA!

honey chicken wings & star munchies! (:

lasagne ; dont ask me why it's upside-down.
it wasnt like that when i open the file using windows. -.-

Regular Pan Meat Galore ; yummmm!

Starzbites Cheese Triple Chicken. double yummmmm!

and bandung for drinks ; dont ask me why it's upside down AGAIN.

and AGAIN.

and.. AGAIN.

my staaaaaarrr! (:

2008-09-09T14:53:00.003+08:00

hehe cute babies? that's us ; anak-anak cik sukardi & cik latifa.
lol. me on the left, azfar in the middle & danisyah on the right (: haha.
when we're one year old. innocent, knows nothing but cry, smile, eat, sleep. and that's about it.
haha lol okay i got nothing to do already.

homey for me ; ive been going out for the past few days eh? (:
lepaskan rindu kaper girl? lol. hehe i so can't wait for later. oh grrrrrr ; there goes my stomach.
(: babylove is at home too. having exams today and tomorrow.
ngah mugging lah dier tu. haha.
takpe takpe, shall just leave him to mugging and will ring him up once i received a text message from him (:
and mumsie is sleeping on the sofa.
so can you imagine how bored i am right now!? ):

2008-09-09T12:32:00.007+08:00

holaaaaa y'all! (:
haha yes ; the name has changed but what's inside is basically the same.
yes i know it's long midzeeee ; sukati aku la! haha lol.
you can guess what is the meaning of Amour D'éternité (: eternity love.
okay lah, actually i didnt want to change my url. but dah jangkit chacha laa. haha.

okay people. please dont hate me.
i owe you guys ALOT of updates. senang cakap i went MIA la haha.
padahal tak school tak ape, dudok ruma satu hari tapi tetapi malas nak update. HAHAH.
haha. (: okay skipskipskip.
and my tagboard ; it's abundant!
sorry y'all for not replying your tags. i'll try my very best to reply. lol

yesterday received belated teachers' day gifts from lovely Shuqun Pri students, in particular ; Primary 2 students. (: uber sweeeeeeet la all of them.
every where i go, every corner i turned, i'd hear someone calling out for me.
of course i recognised them! haha. coolios! haha.

today's buka shall be on me.
me and my mum went to Pizza Hut's site and chose what we want. haha.
i sponsored $50 so yeah ape lagi ; we tried to fit in here and there so as to make sure that EVERY CENT is used up. haha!

we chose the Regular Pan over the Viva crust ; and meat galore for toppings!
yeah added on to that are Sweet 'n' Spicy drumlets and Beef Lasagne!
amacm? gambar dier ; buat air liuh meleleh tak? haha. sabaaaaaaar.. ;D
woooo yumm. my mum wants me to call up at 430pm! wthhhh ; so early ah?
she said it's close to buka time ; then she scared there'll be alot of orders. -.-
haha. lol i know.

ofcourse ; bear in mind. i must update on the holy sweet double date!
not until i receive the snapshots from syaf of course. haha! (:
just received a miss call from Cikgu Narimah.
dammit ; i didnt REALISE! turned out that she wanted a relief teacher as one of the teacher sudddenly fell sick.
wthhhhhhh! ): oh sheesh ; not my luck eh.

here's the snapshots to the Baking Session with SYAF!
and for your info i so did not wear that Jyian P.E. tee from house to syaf's criibx okay?!
damn. i wore hers la of course (:

tanganku sungguh tak perlu! haha.

haha see those holes there ; we poked! and it's obvious we used forks to poke.
see the extreme left. four small holes in a row. style kaperrr? haha.

for my fam (:

for syaf's fam.

from syaf to faruq (:

done for babylove with full of love (:

lepas da penat uat kek. cheyyy macam paham. padahal mix tu masey dalam bowl tu. haha

LOVES!

2008-09-04T16:40:00.003+08:00

gosh my blog is like super dead can? oh mannn..
haha. busy glerrr ah. haha so takde mase nak update.
fasting these few days have been manageable. (:
haha except today ; i am feeling exceptionally lazy. don't ask me why.
woke up at 11.45am (15 minutes later than usual.) teevee-ed for awhile then went to bath.
slacked on bed again. reluctantly hang those clothes to dry.
teevee-ed again, and here i am watching Lion King online.
haha ; i feel super weak. energy-less. cause i am lack of babylove's touch. cheyy macam paham!
haha.

DOUBLE DATE THIS SATURDAY!
haha, CHAIEPFA & SYAQFARUQ.
where? what? me and syaf don't know.
cause since both CHAIEPFA & SYAQFARUQ's monthsary fall quite near, so both babylove & faruq are gonna get together and plan something for us girls!
(: hahah how exciting!

to babylove ;
15 months has passed but i still just can't get enough of your love.
you mean the world to me that i could just give up on life if there's no more you.
you're the pillar of my strength. the one whom i can count on no matter what happens.
and i would like to thank you for being so strong and courageous despite what happened to me recently.
u chose to stick through with me though you know it'll risk yourself.
all in the name of CHAIEPFA's love.
and baby though it's the 15th time i typed a monthsary msg for you, i'm never bored.
cause i've got so much to say to express my love for you.
on the last note, I LOVE YOU.
HAPPY FIFTEEN MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, Shaieful Azan :]

from babylove ;
HAPPY 15MTHSARY TO US CHAIEPFA! ;). haha.
sowie eh awk, kter tkde idea ar nk ckp ape, unlike awk, so TOUCHING, ROMANTIC etc. hehe.
anw, i wan t thank u fr bersabar dengan kter.
i love u & i hope you will ALWAYS love me.
u take reali gd care of urself & US..
& lastly hapi 15mthsary (1year3mths)!

2008-09-03T15:50:00.003+08:00

oh i almost forgot..

today marks the 15th MONTH CHAIEPFA HAS BEEN TOGETHER.
like wowwww.. da fifteen sey! haha. 15 and going on strong.
i love you lah sayang. (:

to SF ; happy anniversary to you too! (:

2008-09-03T14:07:00.002+08:00

ON HIATUS

to those who frequently hit my site ; ESP FARHANA,
i'm really sorry.
but i won't be updating my blog that often now.
firstly, HARI RAYA is coming and my mum doesnt want last minute spring cleaning.
so yeah have to clean up the house, AND MY ROOM ESPECIALLY!
secondly, EVERYDAY I WAKE UP AT 11.30am, and yeah i am getting super lazy nowadays.
(babylove, you don't "no wonder!" me okay?!) EXCUSE ME ; it's due to the lack of energy.
haha lol. i know, BEDEKKK.

so yeah, when i have the time ; i will update okay?
THIS YEAR ; WE PAINT OUR HOUSE PINK AND WHITE!
woooooooyeaahhhhh. wanna see, come my house.. okay? lol.
till then, keep on missing me okay. haha.

2008-08-31T16:32:00.002+08:00

homey with beloved family ; today and yesterday and tomorrow.
HAHA.
editted babylove's friendster profile.
editted my blog ; the right column. and yeah that's about it.
tomorrow is first day of fasting month. oooh i am excited.
know why? so i can cut those unnecessary bulges (: and shall fit into my kebayas nicely.
muahahahaa.
i got two kebayas this year, mind you!
i've told myself that i will wake up for sahur every day!
and that i wont eat after terawih prayers.
yeahhh, eating late at night and then immediately go to sleep is super unhealthy.
MUAHAHAHAAA.
hopefully by th end of ramadhan, i lose some weight and will stick to this routine forever.

went to his profile friendster. don't ask me why ; but i suddenly had the urge to view him.
like checking out, how's he has been doing and such.
and something freaked me out!
he hadn't been attached since last year (hint hint! i was with babylove only last year.)
and his photos ; HE'S WEARING THE WATCH WE HAD TOGETHER LAST TIME!
haha meanie me ; i threw away mine, in his face! lol.
oh fuck. checked the date of the photos uploaded ; it was only this year!
cool shits. he's still "holding on to the love we had lost"..
that was taken by one of the captions in his photos!
oh my god ; i'm starting to feel guilty. guilty NOT in the sense that i want to start anew with him.
but guilty of thinking that all these while he had moved on :|
oh danggg.
but no matter what ; i shall just stay where i am right now.
be with the one i really love ; that's babylove.
i won't put in any effort to be in contact with him again. cause i've hurt him too much.

to you if you're reading this.
i'm sorry for everything. but no matter how much or how long you hold on to that now-defunct love, i wont budge an inch to start anew.
i mean, it's best for both of us. i thought you'd moved on.
hearing stories from all over.. but i was so wrong. i am really sorry.
i am for Shaieful Azan..

2008-08-30T13:57:00.010+08:00

today was homey for me (:
outing with my sunday ladies was cancelled ; no worries. we can make it up to another day (:
though me and adek ninaaa dah damn semangat to be single today, and we be lesbians for the day HAHA!
i don't know what has gotten into me just now, and i decided to make chocolate &strawberry dadih (pudding).
hehhh contagious. my hand is itching for doing more home-made food, ever since i started baking this August for babylove's birthday.
since mumsie bought the instant pack already, so aper lagi? start laaa.
might be heading to OG Orchard later with mumsie.

anyway, spent quality time with babylove.
he was shocked indeed when i out of a sudden brought him to BP Plaza's Swensen's.
hehe ;D he was super touched again.
two surprises in a row ; occacion? Advanced 15 Month Anniversary. luvluv! hehe.
as usual, had my beloved chicken baked rice, while he had chilli fish pasta.
had prawn dippers & cheese stix for sides and for deserts, coit tower for me and frosted chocolate malt for babylove (:
window shopped, looked for mp3s but Harvey Norman there doesnt display much.
so 180-ed back to Jurong Point Shopping Ctr and headed Harvey Norman.
babylove found th perfect one for him. samsung, 4GB for $99. cheap steal eh? HOT RED siaahh.

bbyluv ; dear, wed i not working, wanna meet?
me ; yeah sure. to where?
bbyluv ; we go shopping okay? all on me. i shall pamper you on our 15 month anniversary :)
me ; REALLY!? oooh yay. pamper me only ke?
bbyluv ; pamper myself too lah. wanna get some things too. i see you on wed okay bby?
me ; woo yeah okay darling thanks! you mean i can get ANYTHING i want. means i can get more than one item?
bbyluv ; yes dear.. anything, and more than one or two or three or whatever la. just get everything you want okay?
me ; yayy thanks baby ; love you! but i am not pisau cukur lah. i just get my stuffs for raya okay? (:
bbyluv ; k dear.

babylove just texted me. some surprise indeed! haha.
cool shits. celebrating our 15 month anniversary by pampering oursleves ; SHOPPING!
haha. i love going shopping with my boyfriend. (:
i can't wait! HAHAH. i love you sayang.

(pardon me for the dark pictures in th later part. mumsie's W950i gila-gila already. hehh.)

th strawberry pack was missing haha. lil sis took it away for i don't know what reason. (:

pouring in sugar into the the condensed milk and water mix.

mumsie helped me a bit ; cause she say i too kecoh. alamak..

lil sis washing the containers. just look at the piled up dirty dishes. that's for me to wash btw -.- THANKS EHH?

that's all she can do, arranging the containers. oh making a mess too!

chocolate & strawberry powder and the fruit sugar.

pardon me, bad lighting ah. i'm pouring the chocolate powder btw.

that's the strawberry one.

OUR STRAWBERRY & CHOCOLATE DADIHS! (:

as you can see the two big containers of chocolate dadih ; that's for me! (:
so sad, lil sis hasonly one big container. muahahahaaa.

i told you, th mess lil sis made -.-

aftermath ; for me to clean up OF COURSE. oh thanks.

2008-08-29T21:14:00.003+08:00

changed my background image.
for temporary only ; cause i tynk i am in love with stars, but to suit the lovey-dovey mood i am in, changed to this.

had quality time with babylove just now.
i know, you may say i prioritise babylove over ctss. hah, hell yeah ; i dont give a damn.
i do what i like, and what i want okay?
that doesnt mean ive let go all of those ctss memories i had all this while.
will post a Teacher's Day message for all teachers out there, and for me as well on the 1st Sept. haha.

i'm dead beat. just text me if there's anything.

MY DATES LIST [those i wanna go on a date with, real badly!] ;
- SYAQFARUQ [double date ; next saturday]
- syaf
- chacha
- latt
- adek ninaaa & adek aizura
- my crazy babes ; F.F.S
- FUNDEE DANDEE PPL
- MY BESTBUDDS

2008-08-29T13:35:00.003+08:00

lol. mumsie forwarded this chain mail. haha.
and lil sis can't stop laughing at it. (: haha. cause according Islam, during the fasting months, setans are locked in hell cause this month is a clean pure month. so no evil is needed.
okay something like that la. i'm not an ustazah okay?
oh my head is aching. i dont wanna eat, wanna save my stoamch for later.
but i can't go on with my head spinning like this.
okay shall grab bread or something, nap for awhile and clean up my room before leaving to meet the love of my life!

2008-08-29T13:19:00.002+08:00

hello wonderful earthlings!
haha yesterday's baking session was the bomb! (:
met syaf at eleven plus, cause both of us woke up late muahahahaa.
instead of simei, we headed jurong east.
damn fascinated with all those cute baking stuffs available there. from the cute baking trays, to glitters, and flowers and ribbons.
haha. so at last we bought boxes for cakes, a small star shaped baking tin, white icing, small hearts sprinkle and a boy & a girl cookie cutter!
hehe cute stuffs.

rushed back to my criibx to get the square baking tin and aluminium foil, plus ribbons.
then headed to syaf's. rested, ate and tv-ed for awhile.
and off to our baking session!
oh yes before baking, we're to go the shop at the void-deck to get GREEN BEANS for her nenek.
damn embarrassing moments of my life!
i was wearing Juying Sec's PE shirt and syaf's seluar tido.. and she was wearing singlet & PE shorts and oversized striking orange flops.
damn, guess what? Juying Sec students were just released, and downstairs were flooded with them.
wthhhh ; and we're dressed like that. mampos.
super memalukan laaaaaa! -.-

did mine first ; woooohooooo. haha.
i baked a whole square brownie cake, then i used to the boy & girl cookie cutter to cut them out.
the available brownies left, i cut into small square pieces. wrote AZAN, AIFA and drew heart shapes on the little square pieces.
(: hahahaah super cute i tell you! i was so touched to see my own pieces ; cheyyy macam paham.
more pictures are with syaf, QUICKLY UPLOAD BABE! haha. of course we CAMWHORED!
managed to steal this from chacha's blog. haha!

met babylove after that.
i was late! and when i met him, he was about to scold me, when i presented the box to him saying ; HAPPY ADVANCED 15 MONTH ANNI TO YOU BABY.
haha, he was soooo touched that he cried. ohmyg haha i cried too.
glad to see that he loved it.
baby, i dont mind doing all these lil stuffs for you. i'm not bored of you, and i won't.
no worries, i do all these cause i love you. (: hehe..

oh well anyway, today i'll be having another surprise for him!
yes will be meeting him later, and i'm planning to treat him to Swensen's. (:
coolios, it had always been him who treat me to Swensen's. so now since it's nearing fasting month, i thought of treating him.
;D
so later i'll be leaving homey at 3.15pm, headed The Face Shop at West Mall Shopping Ctr to get that nail polish while waiting for babylove's jamming session to end.
meet him at the bustop and off to Swensen's at Bukit Panjang PLaza!
been eeons since we last go there. ;D anyway, i chose BP Plaza cause the Swensen's there isn't crowded. so we can have our privacy (:
haha.
am sooooo looking forward to seeing his reaction when i bring him there later!

syaf ; thanks alot babe for yesterday! ;D haha i had fun really.
just the two of us, hanging out & catching up with whatever we've missed. HAHA!
and please don't remove that family portrait of yours, i want to see it during Hari Raya for my joy and laughter! haha lol. know what i'm talking about?
thanks once again babe! see you next saturday! our double date cum buka puasa together haha. and me & babylove will set faruq to our frequency level. lol!

chacha ; hey babe! though i managed to see you for awhile, but yeah at least dapat jugak jumpe kau. hehe.
look forward to making our own kuih raya together! my house is availabale anytime, just beep me okay? SEE YOU SOOOOOON!

2008-08-27T20:12:00.003+08:00

just got home from Shuqun Primary. -.-
am damn shagged. my second toe on the left hurts alot ; thanks to the pumps ive not been wearing for ages. and to lil sis who just stepped on it just now ):

today's relief teaching was great.
haha both classes i taught today were more manageable as compared to last friday.
(: but these two class just love to complain.
okay tell me, what would you do when a boy cried cause a girl that he likes doesn't wanna talk to him as she doesn't like him?
EXACTLY THE THING! haha.

and another one..
Kid #1 ; "okay i give you my glue. i have a lot of glues at home.."
(then the next moment, she came to me)
Kid #1 ; "____ don't want to give me back my glue.."
Miss Aifa ; "i heard you said you want to give her.. cause you have alot of glues at home.."
Kid #1 ; "no. i said i lend her, not give.."

mampos.
nevertheless, it was fun! & the students (malay) even salam-ed me when i dismissed them at the school gate.
how touching! (:
and the previous students i taught even recognised me and called out my name..
it's things like this i looked forward to when i teach the students.. not the money.
heh. okay you got me. partly the reason why i wanna do relief teaching. -.-

ooooooh i can't wait! haha lol!
i shall give tomorrow's relief teaching a miss for BAKING SESSION FOR OUR BOYFRIENDS with syaf!
this means, i'm willing to sacrifice $65 for babylove okay..
see how touching i am! (:
sad thing is chacha is unable to join us cause she ends at 4pm tomorrow.. ):
and by that time i'm off to meet babylove.
babe, wished you could come.. ): would be more kecoh if you're there..
but oh well, i cant put it off to another day. cause i was planning to make this my 15 month anniversary gift for babylove.
planned something for him already (:

will be meeting syaf at boon lay interchange at 10am.
siol lah! pagi gilerrrrrr! haha it's cause we're heading to Simei to go to that Red Man shop.
to get our baking necessities, heart-shaped baking tins plus the decorations needed.
cool or what? see, we damn semangat for our loving boyfriends tau!
cause since CHAIEPFA'S ANNIVERSARY falls on the Third and SYAQFARUQ'S ANNIVERSARY falls on the Fifth, so we decided to bake for them.
wooooyeahhh i'm super excited i can't sleep tonight.
cheyyy macam paham! cause i think i'm sleeping..
too shagged already haha.

2008-08-27T12:09:00.002+08:00

woke up to an sms from cikgu narimah, wanting me to relief a class in the afternoon session.
coolios. texted babylove and midzi immediately.
(:
met babylove at his house bustop, chatted for awhile, exchanged kisses and hugs ; and off to shuqun primary.
had a quick lunch with mr midzi ; HAHA! my colleague.. cheyyywah macam paham!
and here i am, at mr midzi's desk, and using his laptop to blog (:
my class starts at 1230pm later. so yeahhh. mr midzi is away to relief his Primary 6 class.
okayyy, off to mark mr midzi's Primary 3 class work ; english comprehension.
LOVES.

2008-08-26T22:01:00.003+08:00

i used to not believe in love. to me love is just a temporary feeling that comes and goes as time passes by. there's nothing significant to it.
but ever since i met you on the Third of June 2007, i can't help but fell deeply in love.
the feeling of being loved by someone is so irresistible, it just feels so great.
love isn't just about a girl and a boy. it's all about sacrificing and trusting each other.
therefore i thank God for finding you and making you forever mine.
i believe that this we love share right now will take us through the never-ending journey.. a journey of Chaiepfa. a journey with full of love..
i love you Shaieful Azan, and forever i will..

heh i don't know how come i got so lovey-dovey just now.
and i started thinking to myself ; why did i chose babylove over all the other boyfriends i ever had?
haha so spontaneously, i typed out those words and sent it to babylove (:
how sweeet of me! lol.
i can't bear to see us being apart. just EIGHT more days, we're celebrating our 15 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY.
(: it seems like we've been together for 15 YEARS. cheyyy macam paham!
haha. no doubt ; i love you sweet heart!

2008-08-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

- Child Development : Theory to Practice
- Creative Arts for Young Children
- Field Practicum 1.2
- Language Arts in the Early Childhood Years
- Global Issues : Singapore Perspectives
- Speech Training (Basic)

went to NPal to see the modules i'm sitting for this October 2008 Semester 2.
yeahh. haha one module lesser compared to the first semester.
and i pray and hope that my semester 2's timetable would somehow rather be the same as the first semester's..
i love the timetable can?! the timing is super flexible.
haha, and i can fit in time to meet babylove!

well anyway, did some self-reflection just now while sitting in the toilet.
HEH. what an inspiring place to do reflections eh? -.-
i think i do just average for this semester. why? cause i didnt pay attention to PPCM module, skipped quite a number of tutorials ; but my attendance is acceptable though. haha!
and like i studied last minute for my exams. i didnt do revision every week.
i guess i really have to change my ways when the Semester 2 starts. (:

tomorrow shall head to Jurong West to accompany mima get the dadih containers.
yeapp that's about it.
and thursday, BAKING SESSION FOR OUR BOYFRIENDS! (:
shall head Simei to get our baking decoration stuffs, then Jurong Point's NTUC for our instant brownie pack.
then off to syaf's criibx to bake! YAYYYNESS. haha (:
and after that, shall meet babylove and surprise him with the brownie cake.
ooooh i am excited! (:

fasting month starts next monday. kinda excited though.
time for me to "clean" myself up, start being good.. banyak kan amal ibadah.
cheyy macam paham.
but seriously, i wanna do something good during this fasting month. like khatam kan Al-Quran or something?
oh oh! i wanna try to go for terawih every night. insya'allah! (:
okay all these can be done if i'm sincere.. Amin.

2008-08-25T14:07:00.002+08:00

midzi just texted me ; he needed me to replace him for relief teaching this friday.
OKAY BEST.
but here comes the not so best part.
midzi is relief teaching for the whole of this week, except friday!
wthhhhhhhhh.
"Hehehe. 300 kachings masok dlm bank. :-D later i blanje la. I hw kind."
ahh midzi, the reason why i posted that sentence in my blog, and SAVE THAT MSG IN MY HP is as a prove that you already said you wanna blanja me. Swensen's please!!
waaaahhh best ah dapat bestfriend cam nie (:
i love you midzi!

okay but please don't misjudge me. i love having midzi as a bestfriend not because of money, not because of him blanja-ing me.
but because i treated him like one of my bestbudds already. haha.
so he goes in my BESTBUDDS LIST ; ayul, imran, halim &midzi.

called West Grove Pri, but they said they had enough relief teachers already.
damn action sial!
called Juying Pri, and they had me in their list already (: cool shit.
am soooo looking forward to Friday.
morning session, Primary Three.
okay lah, still acceptable. they're way shorter than me still.
let me here you say, "Miss Aifa!". haha okay LOL.

babylove is making his way here now.
cool shit. (: it's been ages since we last slacked at my house.
selalu asyik ruma dier aje.. MUAHAHAHAA.
okay off, to fetch him from bustop, head gekpoh to get our packed lunch.
and back here again! ;D

2008-08-25T13:05:00.004+08:00

as quoted by din, "aifa step v sial!" muahahaa.

a very very long time ago shot. okay lah not so old (:
just early this year. i miss my bestf can!?

and this picture ; AHHHH MEMORIES! ):
see that ayul, he never changed. baru jumpe dier last saturday. muahahaha.
tapi aku tetap rindu sama kau ayul!

i am so lack of groupies pictures.
firstly cause i don't have a camera phone, and secondly my digicam suck!
oh christmas is nearing, i should start on my christmas list real soon! haha ; like as if i celebrate christmas and get WHAT I WANT immediately.

as usual, alone at home.
mumsie left home at 2pm to meet kak yanti & wak normah at clementi.
before heading off to geylang.
oh did i mention!? kak yanti is getting hitched on V'Day next year! 140209.
coolios. though i won't get to celebrate with babylove in that V'Day, but he'll be there too to help out with the kendarat and all (:
gosh i am excited!
then on 280209 (2 weeks after kak yanti & abg asnol's majlis perkahwinan), it will be abg ijal & kak shidah's turn to get htiched.
hahahahahah. best!

mmm, i'm contemplating right now.
should i ask babylove to drop by my house now and slack with me, or no need..?
haha ; only god knows how bored i am right now!

2008-08-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

i'll play your game.
you be nice, and i will be nice to you too.
but once you smeared my name, there's no turning back.
i don't give a hell about what you gonna say behind my back.
cause if you do so, you're such a coward.
i am tired of all your nonsense and your fcuked-up stories.
cause you're immature, flat immature. hah people commented "eh _____ don't look like her age eh?"
but only god knows how mature her attitude is.
iam just too disappointed with your fcuked-up attitude.
you and your empty promises, can just go to hell.

i thank god for having babylove by my side at times like this.
i swear i was super hurt just now. but babylove was there to console me and calm down.
thanks sweetheart, for bearing with me (:
you're the reason i smiled right at this moment.

2008-08-24T21:55:00.003+08:00

WEEKEND WAS WELL SPENT I SHALL SAY! (:
(i shall minus the pissed-off moments, oh wait, and i shall pretend EVERYTHING went smoothly.)
both saturday & sunday, even though sunday it was religious class. heh. ;D
din was there to fill up my empty sunday ; thanks bro! haha.
hope all you readers had a great weekend too eh? (:
anyway i this coming weekend will be the last weekend i'd enjoy cause next week will be fasting month already!
like wow, time files really fast.. and soon, we'll celebrating Hari Raya on the 1st Oct & back to school on the 13th of Oct.
and to enjoy my last week before fasting month, had planned outings with my ladies & babylove (:
& CAN I RELIEF A CLASS REAL SOON?! (:

tu minah tak serik-serik lagi per sial?
tak cukop lagi reka-reka cerita asal sedap mulut dier aje..
sialah grow up ah please! muka mature, tapi perangai macam budak-budak.
gi mampos ah. do whatever you want.
i don't give a damn anymore. fcuk you and your blank promises.

Saturday 230808
suppoedly pool and fireoworks with my gila ladies. but nahh, change of plan.
last minute back-outs and changes. oh well.
left homey at about 4.30pm and 174-ed to bukit batok interchange.
met ayul & kiddo, his GPS System member.
sat by the stairs at the control station. sialah is it matrep day or what sey at bukit batok!?
mat and minah bersepah sak.. haha lol. heran heran..
ah yelah, aku plak di label MINAH REP-DONG ; MINAH REP + MINAH TUDONG.
"aifa.. tengok kau dari bawah, fuyooohh minah rep pe!? tgk atas, sialah ; minah tudong sakkk!"
kutok kutok matreps yang lalu depan kiter. memang takde keje haha, cari pasal betol!
then ayul & kiddo left to marina square first, while i waited for babylove for him to finish madrasah.

off to peninsula plaza to meet halim, imran & midzi.
OH MY GODDDDDDD! how happy i was to see HALIM! (: hehe my best budd.
just one look at him, i just cant stop laughing. ;D hehe.
terkenang daku kenangan silam ; hahaha. macam paham! i miss those times, we always head to east coast park. played pool together.
oh well, senang cakap da lamer gilerrrrrrr lah aku tak jumpe halim (:
"minta maaf tuan permaisuri.." haha ; that sentence already made me laugh when we met.
walked to marina square from peninsual plaza. couldn't pass through esplanade since there were barricades all around.
funny shits lah they all (: i felt like a true princess, being surrounded by all guys ; babylove, midzi, imran & halim.
HAHA!
met ayul & kiddo. at the same time, ayul's matreps members came too.

after that, we went to the pool area. bumped into mima, azmil, bat and i dont know who. haha.
and guess what? I DIDNT PLAY AT ALL! ):
okay cause firstly, i went to the toilet and the queue was damn damn long.
then had to fetch ayul from Long John Silvers' cause he didn't know where the pool area was.
then when i reached, syaf & faruq came by. chatted with them.
sialah, in just like half an hour, we talked many many things under the roof!
haha, even planned about this thursday(: BAKING SESSION FOR OUR BOYFRIENDS. how sweet eh? haha.
anyway, faruq is a nice and shy person.
he must hang out with me and babylove quite a few times, to adjust to our frequency.
me and babylove is a one noisy couple. haha.
anyway, ayul's matrep friends came by, and they hang around there.
obviously i was shy la to play kan? da lah tak de skill, last last kene ketawa dengan dorang. HAHA!

left the pool area, and we took like what half an hour to decide where to go and have our dinner.
LOL! finally we decided to head Millennia Walk's Burger King to dine. (: with faruq leading the way.
and i just couldn't eat properly can? i just can't stop laughing.
with those funny asses around me, mane lah leh dudok diam. mesti ketawa nye! (:
and since we haven't finish eating, we only managed to HEAR THE SOUND OF THE FIREWORKS. hahah lol!
walked to esplanade and slacked there.
and soon enough, all headed home, while midzi left to meet his mum.

overall, i did enjoy myself haha! as mentioned, minus the pissed-off moments.
haha ; i really look forward to this gathering again. buka puasa sama-sama?
amacamm?
haha i dont mind being the only lady among them, as long as i enjoyed myself.
nak kata aku gatal? haha can't cause babylove is there with me. LOL.
BESTBUDDS (HALIM, AYUL, BABYLOVE[exception of course, he's not my bestbudd. he's my bestest], IMRAN & MIDZI) ; I LOVE YOU ALL!
tak abes-abes dengan bebual merepek dorang. haha. ngan perkataan-perkataan usual dorang. haha.
i really enjoyed my time i swear. hehe.

2008-08-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

"Miss Aifa" ; how niceeeeee.

woke up at 10am this morning. bathed then when to prime supermarket to grab gardenia jumbo bread, panadol extra & yoko yoko for mumsie.
slacked on my bed, when i received a call from a private number at 12pm. was guessing it was farhana.
but NO! it was from Shuqun Primary School!
(: haha and i was needed to relief a class in the afternoon session.
aper lagi!? chiong ahhh! haha.
was supposed to be in school at 12.30pm, but i reached there at 12.57pm haha lol!
okay not my fault ehh, they called last minute siaah.

i was superrrrrr nerviosa ; nervous laaah! (that's my word for nervous, heh.)
after checking with the MOE for some administrarive stuff, i was directed to the staff room.
HOW COOOOOOL! get to sit in a REAL STAFF ROOM, on a REAL TECHER'S DESK.
okay lame.
msged babylove, mumsie & midzeeee.
haha cause i was damn clueless of what to do cause the teacher didnt instruct me to give out worksheets or anything.
furthermore, i had the Primary 2C3 to myself the whole day until 6.30pm!

here comes the funny part. at 1.50pm, i immediately headed to the Pri 2C3 classroom.
the students were from their mother tongue class. so i waited, until 2.30pm but no one came!
until two students came and asked for Mdm Fauziah.
i told them that she was absent and i had to take over her.
then they told me that Pri 2C3 was moved to a temporary classroom, due to a case of HFMD in their class!
damn. -.- thanks alot eh, the secretary didnt inform me ANYTHING.

this bunch were difficult to handle siahh.
some more iam not fierce looking -.- first part was like damn disastrous.
the students ran everywhere, i just couldn't do anything.. HAHA!
until after recess, i came up with something to quieten them down.

Miss Aifa ; "what is your discipline master's name? let me see if i have his number inside my hp.."
(pretending to search for his number in my phone..)

Students ; "ohh! his name is Mr Teo. the one who is always with the long long thing.. whack people want."

Miss Aifa ; "aaahhh i found his hp number already! okay i am going to write down the names on the board. those who are not sitting down and making so much noise.."
(writing down whoever's name i saw.. cause names are sewn on their uniforms)

Students ; "ehhhh everybody sit down sit down!"

Miss Aifa ; "those names with a tick beside it, i'm going to report you to Mr Teo."

and from that moment onwards, everyone cooperated with me (:
they even insisted on me collecting their travel forms, maths test & their spelling books.
HAHA (: so i had to collect them all, placed it on the teacher's table with a note.
they sat down, whispered to one another.. did some drawings and read their books.
until i started the Hangman game.
divided the class into two. (: they were very cooperative towards the end.
it was funny to see how one group keep on changing their group name.
from naruto to iron man to power rangers. haha!
and how they got so excited when the other group can't guess their words.
oh.. and especially when their Hangman is almost completed (which means they will lose), and they would scold each other for anyhow guessing the words or to give weird letters such as Z, X and V..
(:

it was truly a great experience! and how sweet of Nurlilamsari & Ian Rohan drew some drawings for me, and asked me to keep (:
Nurlilamsari even wrote I love Miss Aifa and a big heart & a flower across it (:
haha, and when i sat down ; Nurlilamsari even wanted to sit on my lap..
sweeeeeet eh? HAHA! this is so my passion..
looking forward to the next time i relief a class. haha, anyways it's worth the money.
minimum 5.5hrs, $65 dollars. good money eh? ;D haha thanks midzeeeeee!
anyway, it's not about the money lah. it's the time spent with the students.
furthermore, it's something that i enjoyed to do. so yeahh, money is the second matter.
thanks Pri 2C3 for making my first-time as a relief teacher a memorable one! (:
it's nice to hear you all calling me "Miss Aifa!" haha.

tomorrow ; will be meeting up with my gila gila ladies!
;D haha and my gila gila dudes, which includes ; midzi, shafi, ammar &mimin. (plus halim.)
FIREWORKS! haha..
and i miss babylove ):
he's at work now.. oh timecheck, 10.55pm. ending real soooooon!
anyway, how's my new background? nice, sucky? comment please. HAHA!
have a great weekend LOVELIES!

2008-08-21T11:41:00.001+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tagged the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
MAMPOS. he dare betray me after so long we've been together?! damn. haha ; break ahhh aper lagi?

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be what i've been wanting to be in life, before getting married to Shaieful Azan! (:

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
hmmm.
i have to be superrr imaginative yet realistic for this one. HEHHH.
it will held like as per normal at a multi purpose hall.
theme colour for the whole place is pink and black(: woooo yeah. with lots lots annd lots of flowers.
i want a crystal chandelier hanging in the middle of the hall.
then the dais/the stage i want it be flower.. and i dont want the normal chairs for us to sit on (:
hmmm. oh oh! i want my red hot vespa by the side of the stage.
then as usual, the ceremony and all.
actually i dont really mind, as long as my future is secured with Shaieful Azan ; that's good enough(:

#4 What will you do with a billion dollars?
WOWWWWWW.
i havent start a list on that one! haha.
splurge myself with lots of clothes and shoes! (:
renovate my dream house with babylove..
and the list goes on..

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
LOL! Shaieful Azan lahh duh.
i dont ask for more.. i'm happy with who he is and what he has now.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
BEING LOVE BY SOMEONE!
i'm damn pampered can!? go ask babylove haha.
he's the only BOYFRIEND ive ever had who can actually pamper to THIS extend. haha!

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
LOL. i dont have to wait laaaa.
cause i already found mine a year and two months ago ; exactly dated on Third of June 2007(:

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
just let those feelings be feelings.. (:
i mean, if it's fated that he doesnt belong me, what more can i do right?

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
i've been a VERY happy girl. and will always be.
so as long as i have my LOVED ones around..

#10 What cheers you up the fastest?
FOOD/MONEY
CRAZY PEOPLE (like fad &farhana)
&BABYLOVE!

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
being a primary school teacher,
married to Shaieful Azan.
&pregnant with his child ; LOL!
that's toooooo futuristic already eh? haha!

#12 Currently, who are the most important people to you?
family, friends & BABYLOVE!

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
oh she has got ONE SEXY ASS!

#14 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
haiyahhh. why this question? ): i choose married & rich can? TAI-TAI.

#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
find my hp somewhere on my bed, or below my bed. HAHA! & either text babylove or reply to his text.

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
OF COURSEEEEEEEE.

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
hmmm. i think i will choose both. HAHAH!

#18 What type of friends do you like?
crazy, noisy, fun, outgoing. and those with sey asses! ; sounds like farhana ehh?

People doing this quiz:
anybody okay? (: haha. if ure damn bored during lectures or at home, or wanna take your time off from studying ; do this! (: HAHA.

2008-08-20T20:33:00.005+08:00

(no more mugging! haha this was taken while i was studying PPCM module. muahahaaaa)

damn. missed picnic with those three east-sidas ; sexy ass nyonya, shaq dingdingdingding & perasan princess jasmine.
haha ; too late lah! tak pasal-pasal kene panggil kental siol! mampos.
sorry babes, if want can but must go morning. cause i'm a west-sida, remember? (:
takpe-takpe ; i shall look forward to this saturday aiiiiite!? (:
just dont laugh at me ah you sexy ass, cause i confirm masuk longkang nye.. no matter how accurate i aim. HAHA!
i miss you threeeeee!

was alone at home just now.
dadsie took leave from work. he was needed for kak yanti's scholarship thingy.
then after that was a date with mumsie. fieweeeeeeeeet! (: LOL.
so since i was bored at home.. waited for babylove to reach my criibx.
washed up and got ready, off we go to meet the ladies for lunch at jurong point!

awww. how much i missed syaf & chachah. HAHA!
lunched at banquet. with chachah's ITE babes, and fafa. we bumped into her!
as usual she was alone there.. HAHA!
crapped, gossipped. (: camwhored in the toilet for awhile, before splitting apart.
then 243W-ed home with babylove.
oh baby ; HOW I MISS THOSE LONG BUS RIDES.. ): HAHA!
i'll be meeting babylove again tomorrow(: YAYYYYY!

kak yanti called me up just now.
and asked me to find the meaning of this word ; ADENOHYPOPHYSIC.
mampos. in my mind, "ni confirm word ni ade kene-mengene ngan nursing tau.."
true enough! haha.
ADENOHYPOPHYSIC ; The anterior glandular lobe of the pituitary gland that secretes many hormones, including ACTH, prolactin, and somatotropin.
-.- LOL! haha. funny shit ; i learn a new word today(:

SYAF & CHACHAH ; great day just now. though it was just over a brief lunch, dapat jugak ku lepaskan rindu ku pada kamu semua.. HAHA! lookign forward to our baking session at syaf's criibx. chachah, aku bake untuk babylove. syaf untuk faruq.. abey kau sape? abang chep ahh HAHA! lol. ehh gi vietnam tu, ingat lah orang pat cnie ehh? LOVES!

MIDZEEEE ; chillax okay? takmo stress-stress over love.. (: HAHA. it'll meant to be if it's fate. okay? so takmo pening-pening.. HAHA(:

2008-08-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

"Ini ikan saya yang terakhir"
direct translation ; "This is my fish which is the last"

(: MUAHAHAHAAAA. was surfing the net, when my mum suddenly laughed out loud.
she was directly behind me, back to back. cause we're sitting on the same chair.
lol ; we damn lazy to grab another chair lah!
then i was like, "mak.. okay tak?"
then she showed me danisyah's assessment paper she was marking.
danisyah was supposed to create a sentence with the word terakhir (last).
then she created that sentence! MAMPOS. this thursday is her exams already..
ni lah satu-satu nye adek aku.. haha!

i am super upset.
like totally ; dont ask me why. i just want to be in babylove's arms right now. ):
yeah SEXY ASS, will do that quiz you tagged me, REAL SOON!

2008-08-18T19:58:00.002+08:00

FREEEEEEEEEEE ; LIKE A BIRD.
muahahaaa. lol. cause why? EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRR ;D
hehehe. first time in my life ; i only have to sit for two papers. cam style kan?
during exams, me & farhana cant stop smiling at each other. hehe.
dah macam orang gler sey kitorang.. (: haha!
i miss you farhana!
oh yes ; that top just now u wore. i personally think that it makes you look more sexier (:
& during the two hour paper, i cant stop munching on sweets provided by DEE. and drinking my chrysanthemum tea provided by babylove(:

just now after being released, immediately went to the toilet.
on my way there, passed by a classroom. the door suddenly opened and DEE exclaimed ; HOLIDAYYYY!
mampos. i almost da nak terkencing cannot tahan already, and she shocked me. -.-
nevertheless, those who will be sitting for more papers, esp BESTF ; gooodluck!

midzi is obsessed-ly obsessed with my other half.
not babylove lahhh! my OTHER half. lol (: funny shit siahh midzi.
okay, tomorrow will be the "hero & heroine" meet up.
midzi damn excited. haha HOW I WISH I COULD POST ALL THE SMSES HE SENT TO ME JUST NOW.
i cant stop laughing siol! (:
and damn ; i become lamp-post siol! tu laaaa selau orang lain jadi me & babylove's lamp-post. now my turn siol. heh.
then after that shall meet with my babylove!
sayang ; i cant for thursday! ;D haha. i know, you know public dont know ehh? (:

tadi jumpe boyfriend aku sekejap. haha.
(: a brief lunch, before babylove headed for work.

HOLIDAYS. quite alot lined up for this week.
LOOKING FORWARD FOR THIS SATURDAY!
first part ; bowling at marina square. then later ; fireworks. (:
farhana bler picinic kitorang?!

2008-08-17T18:38:00.002+08:00

AWWWWWW.
i miss my sunday ladies ; ninaaa & aizura! ):
and sadly, neither of us brought camera along.. haha LOL.
ohhh my god i missed them like so much. haha.
but not my fault siah, neither of them told me that they chose the morning slot.
okay okay, i promise next year i'll choose the same as you two okay? (:

brought a cake for ninaaa ; for her damn belated birthday! (: HER BIRTHDAY FALLS ON THE SAME DAY AS BABYLOVE!
hehe. ehhh it's the thoughts that counts okay? my second attempt on baking!
remember i baked for mak yesterday, yeah brought a big big piece for her..
& guess what only with my sunday ladies then i'll feel tall. hehe. basket siol aifa!
we had agreed to meet up before the fasting month starts, & meet up again during the fasting month to break our fast together! (:
siol lahhh. i missed out alot you know ): dorang tak abes-abes sindir.. "tu ahh.. ade orang tu tinggalkan kiter eh aizura?" sheesh. my bad siol. -.-
haha ; all those long long stories! didnt have much time to catch up with them just now.
cause it seemed that ninaaa had to leave the place before she bumped into _____. (i think ahhh.. heh.)
okay ; my sunday ladies we'll meet up sooooooon okay?
we've got like thirteen more days to start of puasa.
ninaaa, bawak afifi okay? (:
aizura, go find matayer okay? so we can go triple date. u tak yah jadi lamp-post lagi.. HAHA!
& this time for sure ; i'll bring camera haha!

eh mat rep ; thanks eh gi online just to send me that mat rep song (:
sayang sama kamu lah sial haha!

2008-08-16T18:56:00.004+08:00

(hari raya last year. ooohh i cant wait for this year raya!)

(august babies! that's daania btw, still young. haha one year plus.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK! (:

a year older, another year passed.. but you never failed to care for us with full of love.
thank you so much for being the most wonderful mother ever!
(: may you be blessed with lots of health, and to live this life longer.
i can't imagine how life would be without you. thanks so much mak!
i love you..

Yours truly, Aifa.-

celebrations were held yesterday.
abah treated mak, (and us of course!) to seafood. actually it was just a date for both of them, but we damn kpo so we tagged along haha!
somewhere along changi road.
damn niceeeeee (: i love the garoupa fish!
with a heavy stomach, we headed east coast park for a stroll. (:
damn romantic lah my parents! haha.
pictures are in abah's Cybershot phone. will upload soon.
just now, i baked a cake for mak (: hehe. how nice of me?

aku rindu boyfriend aku siol!
haha ; yeahh.. baru semalam jumpe eh da rindu.
aifa kan mane boleh lepas daripada sayang dia.. nak 24 jam berkepit aje!
puas hati kahwin terus! (: haha LOL. if marriage can be done as easy as being said..
someone msged me just now. oh fcuk ; i wont leave my boyfriend for you.
i'm sorry but i love my boyfriend. (: & im happy with my life now.

yeah yeahh puase da nak dekat!
i still got one more day to bayar balek. sheeesh. just one more damn day.
and after that ; HARI RAYAAAAAA!
hehe damn excited. second time me and babylove celebrating hari raya together.
last year was black. this year ; we chose white! (:
kk enough of your daydreaming aifa. back to mugging!

2008-08-15T19:47:00.006+08:00

first exam of the semester.
oh damn ; horrible horrible. i was late! okay, not late lah but in the nick of time(:
i cried in the bus siol! mampos.
supposed to be at outside the room by 140pm. and they will lock the room at 150pm.
guess what? 150pm, i was still on the bus.
fcuk siol! that bus driver. starting of the journey the bus went quite fast.
at jurongeast, it went slow. pantat ah!
once the bus reached, i ran to the building siah.
157pm, i was outside the room. exactly at 2pm, they let me in. fuooooh.
i scared i wont make it there by 2pm. thank god man!
phewwww.

after that, babylove fetched me though i msged him not to.
how sweeeet of him. (: ate at jurong east entertainment's ctr ; mcd.
then he sent to me to the 99 bustop before going off to work.
aku sayang boyfriend aku!
(: met latt & kal. talked crap. about MOOD and all.
wah siol lah, i shouldnt have stood by them. haha.

off to study PPCM module ; my final exam! (:

2008-08-14T21:14:00.004+08:00

i love my boyfriend. very much.
i dont care what others wanna say. (:
cause babylove is my world. insyaallah we will last for eternity.
okay that was super random.
am stuying now. it's been so long since i last mugging. EVER SINCE O LEVELS WERE OVER.
haha ; serious mugging i mean.
but i just cant put babylove aside.
call that obsess or what? i dont give a damn.
i love him.

tomorrow ; FIRST EXAM OF THE SEMESTER!
jakun kaperrr? haha ; best wishes aifa. and all those NPians sitting for exams tomorrow & next week(:

p/s : midzeee aku rindu kau lah. da lamerrrr tk jumpe. (: and bebual merepek ngan awak.
can't wait to the start of semester two. so i can go school with you ;D

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i miss you too lah farhana. you don't have to ask the obvious kan? HAHA.
yours is un-mentionable. dah terang-terang pun.. (: dont worry. LOL!
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